Sunday, October 30, 2005
10:51 PM Y
a fruitful sunday
♥ just the girl.
it is sunday once again! woot! love sundays cuz i get to praise God and hear his word! x) hehe. today dun have duty, so reach church bout 10.05am liddat. on the mrt ride dere, i suddenly had the urge to hear the song 'Saviour'. my mp3 very lousy, some WMA songs like 'Saviour' cant hear. stupid sia. so i prayed to God. i prayed we will sing it during worship. and guess wat? we REALLY did! praise God! God is good, he nvr ever fails me. x) so anyway, was alittle late le when we reached church, so din eat and rush to the providence. thank God alicia and kathy not dere yet. hehe. on the way dere, met twinnie. she having some probs wif strawberry. she showed me the msg that strawberry sent her and at that point of time, i felt that strawberry was exactly like me. initiate the break le den realised how much we love the other party. but come to think of it, i really thank God that me n piggy din patch. God has shown me that piggy isnt worth my love at all. as in the NEW piggy. cuz piggy changed. ALOT. really alot. shant mention in wat way. but i'm just glad things are how it is now. i admit that sometimes i still think of him but not as much as before le. and i noe, God is slowly but surely getting him out of my life and i thank God for that. x) without him, i really could not have carry on wif life. hmm. so anyway, we waited awhile before alicia and kathy arrived. meanwhile, we practised the parts ourselves. was unsure so clarified wif alicia when she came. at bout 10.40am, me n my sis decided to go down to grab on bite. went tot he toilet first before going down. on the way out, met pastor mong yee and she asked me the drums how. i told her we prob gonna see the drums today den see how. den she said ok den later she told me say muz take care of my complexation. =X somehow, i wasnt hurt like i would used to feel. mayb bcuz i noe God will handle it! x) i'm alreay praying very hard. and i noe God will answer my prayer de! x) praise God! woohoo! he rocks my life! x) hehe. ao anyway, reach downstairs le den my sis decided to fast for her O's. -_- abit too late le bah. sian. haha. i wanted to wait for my mum to give me money den go buy food but by the time she come out frm the toilet, they close shop le. =X haha. so nvm loh. we den went up to outside the promise and waited for our frens. once all was dere, we went in.
as i stepped into the Promise, i could feel God's strong presence. he was definitely in oud mist. and once we found a seat, i started praising. and it really felt great, to b found in the house of God. hmm and as i said earlier on, we sang 'Saviou'! i was so surprised! God really answered my prayer! and as i sang that song, i really meant it frm the depths of my heart. *i'm listening to it now..hehex..* pastor marion shared the msg today. it was a long but meaningful one. there are so many things about God that hasnt been unfolded. but the bottom line is, God loves each and everyone of us! x) hehex. thank God i din fall aslp during the service. =X saw the guy in front of me, think his name is nicholas, falling aslp tho. heh. his head kept slipping off. it was a funny sight but i kept the laughter to myself. hahax. cuz i remember i used to b liddat. =X but not anymore. praise God! x) so anyway, after the service,i went outside the church building to call coach. he has been trying to contact me during the service but i wanted to respect the presence of God so din go out to pick up the call or anything even tho i knew it was quite impt. so anyway, the training plans were changed. it kept changing until i also very luan. i kept calling mr rizal, den ack to coach, den to mr rizal again. wah sian.. my phone bill sure very high again. haix. haha. den finally! settle le. when i told mr rizal the final plans, i tot he would b irritated and angry cuz kept chaing. instead, he said dis changing thing very funny. =0 that was my reaction. i expected him to b angry loh. den he say funny. haha. really thank God. haha. after i was done, went to talk to shifu bout seeing the drums. he said today cant cuz he needa study. understandable bah. den he say when he free den will call m n zoe den we go. we agreed. den after that, me, mum, trini and kyna went to north point sakae to eat. whoa.. dis was the first time we went dere n ate so little. haha. but bo bian. the two young ones want to eat. after eating, we went to plaza sing to sign me up for guitar lessons. i needa learn to play the guitar urgently! haha. my G12 needs some music. hehe. i also wanna learn drumming soon. my parents still considering to buy me a drum set. i aspire to b the FIRST female drummer in EFC! woohoo! hehe. and i can only achieve that by God's grace! x) heex. anyway, back to guitar. the lessons was $126 for two months. plus registration fee all that, added up to $274.75. felt bad that my mum spent so much money. but i'm gonna do my best to learn! i'm not gonna let her, my G12 and most importantly, God!, down. i will learn it soon! x) that is wif God's help. hehe. after that, we went home le loh.
upon reaching home, i got changed and started to pack my table. wah! super messy. so i decide dto do sth bout it. plus i promised remy that i wud pack it. and so i did. whoa.. u shld have seen all that dust. yikes. many memories were below these dust. i got some boxes and put the different memories into different boxes. memories wif piggy too, was put into one. i put in all the letters my fren wrote to me bout him. even tho it was not written by him, it still has stuff bout him. so i put it in. i also put in the letter i wrote to him. it was very messy so i wrote him another one and give it to him. so the one i had, was kinda like a trial letter. so i kept it inside the box. den the bear and the star i also put it in. the dog n bear that he gave my for my bday i also put it in. and lastly, the photos we took together. i took out those pics frm the album of pics that i just developed and put it into the box. why m i doing all these? because i wanna che che di di de forget him. i dun wanna see anymore of the memories we had together cuz it will only bring back the feelings i had for him. i took one last look at the pics, put the best pic on top and put the lid on. it was OVER. i told myself i'm not gonna open that box to take a peek at it. everything is in God's hands right now.there is no need for me to worry for my future cuz God is in control! x) heh..
after finish packing, i went to bathe den eat den do some jigsaw puzzling. hahax. i love to do jigsaw puzzles! woohoo. hahax. after that, test trini on her science cuz she got sci exam tmr. wah she ah.. a few minutes of studying only den she distracted liaox. not focus and not serious. make me so fed up n tired until i no choice but to ask my mum to teach her. sian loh. haha. oh yah. forgot to mention that hubby was at my hse today! haha. din disturb 'him' cuz 'he' studying for 'chi' Os. in case u dunno, my hubby is JIAMIN! haha! dun get it wrong horx! we're straight. haha. we going for honeymoon after 'his' Os! woohoo! hahaha! xP so anyway, she went home quite late ah.. but she took 240 so not so bad ba. anwyay, wish all O levels students all the best for tmr's chi paper! remember to pray! all of u can do it! x) hehe. after she left, me talked to felix for awhile loh. he my OBS fren. he quite nice ah. very lame de. haha. we only ou er den talk de loh so dun get it wrong. we like 3 weeks nvr talk liaox. felt weird that he suddenly call. haha. and he oraganising a trip to sentosa for all the OBS ppl. woohoo. can go sentosa le. and thank God not wif THEM. hahax. sian lah.. tmr still gotta go sch. so stop here le. needa ZzZzZ liaox. today achievement ah! whole day nvr slp! hehehe. not so pig liaox. haha! tmr also got training.yay! hahax. blog again tmr bah.. woo...
