Wednesday, November 16, 2005
10:39 PM Y
the world is in a mess
♥ just the girl.
hmm the title of my blog so true hor? sometimes i really cant wait to go up and b wif the Lord. not that i'm facing probs now, but just seeing the ppl ard me facing trials and i cant do anything, makes me feel so useless and discouraged. oh well, havent been blogging for days. com had some problem. just gonna write bout some significant events that happened for the past few days.
let's see.. on sunday, pastor marion preached about anger. i think it's really good! and of course, practical. who doesnt get angry rite? and yep, i've decided to try to control my temper. i realise that mayb sometimes i am easily angered by my two younger sisters but i'm gonna try to change. and praise God! i have done it! well, sort of.. hehe. the time span for me to get angry is longer. =X and i dun shout at them so loudly liaox. =X ok ok, i will pray that God will continue to help me change. x) so ya.. and sunday, i've also decided to fast from all oily and heaty food! haha. it's time man. cant believe i havent eaten chocolate frm sunday till today! oh man.. hahax. that's about the sunday..
monday, went to sch cuz hadta copy some notes and see tchen. in the end, couldnt find him! sian man. den went to parkway frm clar nu-er, walk walk and shop awhile den go home slp. =X haha. i feel very pig these few days loh! always slp slp slp. sian man. cuz there's nth else to do! =X den later twin sms me told me she got wrongly accused. haix. i really wonder, how can her sch frens do that? even whom she tot was her good frens, turned their back on her. poor thing. haix. felt bad i couldnt b dere for her and dere was nth else i could do. haix. oh well, that's about my monday! sian rite! actually got training but cant go. =X cuz cant sweat! argh! hate the stitches man.. I TOTALLY MISS TRAINING!! AH!! =X
my tuesday was a little better i guess. went to return some dvds at whitesand den went to SHOP! haha. but not for clothes, for FOOD! hahaha! =X my maid was quite irritated by me cuz i was like this cannot, that cannot cuz oily, heaty, watever! hahax. dis is the first time i was so particular about the things i ate. but overall, i kinda enjoyed myself cuz shopping rocks! hahahax. that's about it.. oh yah, on the mrt, i looked at the ppl around me. it just feels so.. i dunno.. it seems like everyone was putting on a mask. i mean, i dunno what's really behind those faces. it feels so mysterious u noe. like wondering whether they are really happy and all.. well, this is life bah..
hmm.. today, i woke up at 2pm! siao rite! haha! slack the whole day by watching dvds! hahahax. did abit of hw tho. ABIT mind you. hehehe. den went for g12. so that's about it. my BORING day. haix. hope tmr will get better. boo.. blog again tmr.. bye...
