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Saturday, December 10, 2005

2:00 AM Y



hectic!
just the girl.

ok. here's where my blogging begins.

so.. hmm.. everything has been so hectic lately. misunderstandings and problems and complications for me. even tho these few days were one of the most miserable days of my life, it is only then, that i found out who my true frens really were.

these few days i cried alot too. the amount of tears.. i dunno. wat i noe is, at the alter calls on the second day of the youth conference, konquerors, i literally couldnt cry. seriously. i could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit and i wanted to cry. but there were no tears left. frm wat i noe, tears are water that are within ur body. and i havent been drinking much water lately. =X i mean i did lah. during training. but i guess it all came out as sweat. hehe. so yupx..

oh yes, did i mention that i TOTALLY lost my voice?! so crap. cry too much bah. hahax. now everybody's laughing. my throat's so dry. crap. and training was torturous for me cuz i couldnt bear to let the coach down. i ran 3km today. and almost died. almost vomitted 4 times. =X and did some strides and sprints. oh well, thank God i'm alright. hehe. xD

and i just checked my weight! i lost 2kg!! can u believe it!! hahax. just two days of crying and not eating much and i lost 2kg!! woohoo! praise God! hehehe. =X i'm crazy. dun mind me. wahaha..

and so, the story begins.....

it all happened on a wed nite........

actually.. i have no intention of saying wat sad things have happened. why look on the dark side when u can look on the bright side? xD hehe.

or u can just say i'm lazy to type. xP

oh well. so here it is. just when everything looked as bad as it was, things started to change for the better. hehe. it was then that the efc peeps proved me wrong. they actually do care. and i actually tot nobody knew my existence and that nobody cares. *sorry u guys. =x* but all along, it has been my fault. somebody told me that if i'm willing to open up and talk to the people around me, den i wun feel that way. but that's my prob. isolate myself. but for a reason. a stupid but cant help it one. dun ask cuz i'll nvr say. wahahaha.. xP

anyway, yep. it was on the bus when they proved me wrong. i was crying on the bus loh. den they were very concerned. u can see wat they did by the dedications below. and i'm really thankful. i felt really loved. and i cant remember who patted me on my head, but somehow, felt secured at that point of time. it gave me the feeling that i'm being protected loh. like i have nth to worry about. hehe. xD weird huh.. but that's me! xD

woo.. the prob between me and my sis was settled on that very nite. praise God! ultimately, all glory goes to God and God alone. xD and i really thank God for giving me frens like jiamin, nelvin, dennis, wei hoong, rina, bernice, kenneth, nicholas and many more! sorry if i had missed u out. =X so anyway, yupx. thank God for them. xD

wow. i tot this blog was gonna b long but turned out to b ok cuz i din blogged bout wat really happened. but nvm. let bygones be bygones bah. hehe. xD

oh yes, just to clarify, during dis whole period of time, i was SAD. not ANGRY. in fact, i wasnt angry at all. so yep, i'm cool. wahaha. xD

ok here's sth new. on the shuttle bus just now, alot of thoughts went thru my mind. i din exactly noe wat i was thinking anymore. den a question popped into my mind. i was thinking of the book that i had finished reading some time ago : boy meets girl. and the author mentioned that God made GUYS to b the initiators. so wat shld a girl do if she likes a guy? hahax. that was the question that came to my mind.

actually, my feelings are quite messy right now. i dunno if i like someone. but frankly, i dun wan to! because, i'm 15!! and i've gone thru so much. in the bus, i was actually trying to make those feelings disappear. or even pretend they dun even exist. wo zai ya ying zi ji de gan qing. i also dunno wat else to do anymore. but one thing i'm sure is that i gave my heart to God. and i have told him to decide whom to share it wif. so.. i will just pray bout it. hope it goes away.. =S

so anyway, just wanted to say that blogs are meant for people to express their thoughts and feelings. and also talk bout their day. and everything. ppl who read it shld not make hurting comments unless that person discriminate another person or say sth bad about others or things liddat. other than that, i dun think those who read it shld make hurting comments loh. and ther person who blogs has the right to say how he or she feels and their thoughts. so yupx. that's all i havta say.. xD

ok. here's where it ends. to those who are facing trials right now, have faith! for God will bring u thru! just like how he brought me thru. even tho it seems like all the problems come at one go, GOD IS ALWAYS WIF YOU. God bless! xD

VIRNICE.






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