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Friday, December 02, 2005

11:56 PM Y



nobody understands except God
just the girl.

yea. my blog title is so true. haix. dunno wat to say. dunno where i shld start. just feeling... not so gd...? haix. crap. dun even noe howta describe how i'm feeling now. oh well. let's just start wif wed..

wed, woke up at 8am plus to go for training. actually, it starts at 10am loh. but cuz it's at AJC so havta wake up earlier. i take bout 40 min to reach dere. sian horx. den today did long runs at NYP dere. it's just opposite AJC. dere's a 4.5km route ard the sch so coach want us to run dere. but cuz i just started training not too long ago, coach want me to do 2.5 km nia. thank God loh. if not i really would have died. hmm.. we ran all the way to yio chu kang stadium. dunno whether i mentioned before, but it's the smallest stadium i've ever been to loh! sian. no water cooler summore. siao one. haha. den we did abit of grass work. 200m repetition. siao one. but thank God i pulled thru! haha. fives time leh. all of us wanna die liaox. haha. but nevertheless, i still enjoyed training! hehe. x) after that, we left for pasir ris le. it was the start of our athletics fun camp cum farewell party for sec4s. i stopped at kembangan mrt to get my stuff frm remy while the rest made their way to pasir ris first. i met up wif them again den we go eat at cavana. not bad leh the food. i would have really enjoyed my food and the company of my track team if not for someone. shant mention who. =X so anyway, after we eat den we go to the chalet le loh. mr rizal already checked in for us. oh yes, forget to say sth. because so many ppl played out on us, we din have enuf money to have a bbq. pathetic rite? crap loh. den actually ash got food left frm her bbq but she din bring charcoal, tongs and all the necessary stuff den cher dun wanna pay so end up, dun have bbq anyway. stupid loh. but anyway, i guess the whole thing was kinda ok.

when we reached the chalet, someone suggested going bowling. so all of them went except me and sy. we din wanna bowl so we went to swim instead. wahahax. saw someone who REALLY REALLY looked like kester at the swimming pool! we kena shock loh! hahaha. lame. den sy saw one guy who acts in some kids show but i cant recognise. hehe. after that, we met back at the chalet. me and clar went to buy dinner for them. mac loh. haha. love the seaweed fries! hehehe. xD den all sat down and watched tv. at bout 11m plus, we all went to the arcade! hehe. played bishi bashi! that three button game. red green blue. wahaha. i'm queen of that game! wahaha. hehehe. xD den we went to play bball. the arcade one. so fun loh! but our hands and leg so suan. cuz we just keep throwing and throwing. hahax. but anyway, guess who i saw? bully!! scare me loh. when i first saw him, i wasnt sure. den i saw his face and i confirmed. he was at the bball dere also, playing. den i pretend not to see him. =X haha. cuz i also dunno wat to say. so pretend nvr see loh. =X in a state of shock you mei you. hahaha. =X den i use nik to block me. wahaha. den dunno why horx, she move back leh! den AHH!! he saw me. =X he called me loh. cuz my hp was in my hand. so i guess he was calling to check. cuz my hp rang once den stop le. crap. haha. as i was standing dere, suddenly, a hand came on top of my head and pushed me downwards!! i looked up and den i was like EH?!! i pretended to b shock. =X den he just smiled? yea i guess. wahaha. den i just continued to play my bball lo. haha. den after a while, the arcade gonna close le loh. so we all went back to the chalet. on the way back, bully sms me lo. ask me where my chalet and we just chatted awhile. den i say i dun disturb him le. den he nvr reply le loh. den after quite some time, somebody called me loh. i kena shock seh. it was bully. haha. he say he at dunno where, den ask me and my frens join him. den i say dun wan cuz my frens dunno his frens mah den like so weird. wahaha. den we hang up. not long after, we all go slp liaox. but i was still quite awake. i was the last to slp i think. oh well, i eventually fell aslp. hahax.

woo. next morning, we woke up at nine plus. wait for the rest of them to come to the chalet den we go wild wild wet le loh. so fun leh!! hahahax. we took the family ride, go lazy river, tsunami, water works and samsung slide up!! they also went to the sky rider thingy but i din go. i'm afraid of heights!! =X it scares me to know that i'm just balancing on one long and narrow thingy. yikes! =X hahax. at bout 3 plus, we went to eat le loh. went to tea valley and ate the mushroom chicken noodle. wahaha. after that we went back to the chalet to rest. slack all the way. went to arcade, went back to watch tv den go arcade again. wahaha. xD fun seh. haha. den at nite only got four girls. hehehe. pathetic lah but nvm. we still had fun. went to slp about 2am. frankly ah, the is the only chalet i ever went that i slpt so early! sian man. wahahahax...

checked out dis morning at bout 10 plus. took cab home cuz was so tired and plus was carrying the radio! so heavy loh. den gave amanda and shuyi a lift to kembangan mrt. nearer than pasir ris mah. haha. reach home le den i slpt for awhile. buai tahan ah. super tired. slpt for bout 1 hour plus den wake up and went for training le. hmm.. did a 2km run today and 200m reptitions three times. actually, i really thank God loh. i din go for training for 3 weeks le and yet my 200m reptition was 37s, 36s and den 35s. decreased by one sec each time. really praise God. couldnt have done it without him. my normal time was 38-39s. den plus i havent trained for 3 weeks. i tot my timing would b 40+s. but praise God!! decreased summore. hehe. xD couldnt b happier. hahax. after that, we went to the pasar malam nearby and bout stickers and earrings!! hehe. actually i wanted to buy the stickers nia. but den saw the earrings quite nice, 4 pairs for $10 and buy 4 get 1 free! wahaha. xD den me and clar bought two pairs each and we gave the free one to sy as her first pair of earrings!! haha. she havent pierced her ears yet. but once she does, she can wear that earring!! haha. after that, we got a cheese sausage each den i rushed home le. bathed den left the hse for hof. woo..

hmm dunno why, but i really feel like a substitute. haix. just cuz my sis wasnt going hof, ber ber fat and jo smsed me and asked if i was going hof and if i was reaching yishun. sianx loh. they hardly ever sms me. so i felt weird when they did. haix. service was ok. alot of worship today!! woohoo!! love worshipping the Lord!! xD it feels so gd. to praise Him and give Him all the glory. xD wow.. it's just amazing. x) after that, dere was a meeting on the retro christmas mtv thing. i saw the script and found out that i wasnt in the danced. i was... surprised, i must say. i felt both happy and sad? i dunno howta describe that mix feelings. hmm.. i mean, after me and my sis kinda quarelled over it den i dun need act? sounds stupid. but it's better i guess. so nobody has to see a stupid face on screen. hahax. watever loh. cant b bothered to think so much. after that, on the bus, joelle sat wif me loh.. isloated myself again. din really talk to joelle also. sian. totally OUT.

so continueing wif the substitute thingy, yep, i feel so like one. like i said above, when midori not around, they all come find me. when she's around, they'll just throw me one side. on the bus, if midori is around, jo will go sit wif midori and talk bout jap stuff. that's bout it bah. and pcube also. haix. hate to say this but it's true. when her billabong is around, i'm invisible. ok. that's prob exaggerating but we just hardly talk. but anyway, i also find that i cant really confide in her. haix. and we dun act like wat we're called anymore. she has somebody else. so nvm. gd for her bah. i'm not a gd fren. i'm just everybody elses' substitutes. haix. i dunno wat to say anymore.. and about my sis, it's not that i din not forgive her. it's just that mayb our sister relationship stretches only that far i guess. and i hope ppl will treat me as virnice and only virnice. not anybody else.. x)

and i noe that it isnt gd to hang out wif unbelievers very often but guess wat? they are the ones who really make me feel that they need me and they enjoy my presence. they are the ones who make me feel appreciated and happy. and i can tell they really enjoy my crap. they dun hate me or treat me as a substitute. they dun just throw my aside once they're done wif me. they treat me as a fren, a TRUE fren. they treat me as someone whom they can talk to. they treat me as someone whom is always willing to lend a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. and i dare say, they are RIGHT. most of them are frm the track team. and i'm trying to bring them to church. hopefully God will speak to their hearts. x) one more thing i gotta add is that i dun isolate myself when i'm wif them. i just talk and talk and talk. so freely. all the crap. haha. sad to say, i dun feel myself when i'm wif efc ppl. =X just dunno howta talk the crap just like how i talk wif my track team. =X i've tried but i'm ignored, i guess. =X hahax. but nvm, it's ok. i'm not so affected by it anymore since i noe God is always wif me. even if i isloate myself in church, i can talk to God. haha. also, one more thing. if u see me in church, i'm either alone or wif my mum. like mummy's girl horx. but nope, the truth is i dun have any like close fren in church. normally, u sound ppl hanging out wif their frens, talking and fellowshipping. but me? either alone or just talking to my mum. the feeling sux sometimes cuz i hate to b alone. oh well, like i said, i have God!! xD

ok i needa confess sth.. i'm actually jealous over pcube!! oh no. that totally sux. =X haix. i dunno why but i just feel that way!! mayb cuz she's getting all the attention and everything a girl could ask for. crap. i cant believe i actually felt that way!! but guess wat, i'm not anymore!! praise God!! xD hmm i talked it out. wif my heart. i reminded myself that i just wanna b a simple girl. i dun wan and dun need the attention. yes, mayb she's getting all the attention and everything, but is her heart right wif God? does she have God's attention? i dunno but i noe i want my heart to b right wif God! and i wanna have God's attention!! yoohoo!! God!! do i have ur attention?? hehe. xD i really hope i can b closer to God. but of cuz, action speaks louder den words. x) will work towards knowing God better.. xD

and bout the special someone, i needa clarify that i noe God is always dere for me. and i'm not in search for a better person that God. i just need someone to b dere for me PHYSICAL. someone to hear me out. someone to NOT judge me. someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on. someone to lend me a listening ear. someone to know me in and out. someone to give me advice. all these, PHYSICAL. of cuz, no one can b compared to God. well, that's all i havta say. nvm. as long as i noe God understands wat i mean, that's all that matters. if anybody else out dere does not, i expected it. cuz only GOD UNDERSTANDS ME. x)

PRAISE THE LORD WIL ALL MY HEART!!! xD

VIRNICE.






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