Monday, January 09, 2006
11:18 PM Y
sec4 life
♥ just the girl.
wah. i finally managed to find time to use the com. sec4 life is really tiring. hectic. it's CRAP. haix. sadly, everyone HAS to go thru dis. thankfully for me, i have GOD by my side. x)
sian. i feel that i have drifted away frm the fun side of my life. last week was only the first week of sch and i felt so stress already! still feeling quite stressed up now. haix.
it's been 12 days since i last blog. time flies huh. and so fast! we're into a new yr! 2005 was a fruitful yr for me even tho i wouldnt say it was very good. for me, 2005 was a crying year. =X it's the year that i cried so much, like nvr before. 2005 was also when i got the most hurts. at the same time, i've gotten to know new frens, grew sprirtual and had fun here and dere. but i believe 2006 is gonna b an even better year for all of us. xD
well well. i dun think i can blog wat has been happening in my life for the past TWELVE days. mayb just those significant ones. x)
hmm the trip to sentosa wif my track team turned out to b quite a disaster. =X mayb it was just me. all i could remember is that i was really angry that day. the FORGOTTEN gaves us wrong directions! me and ali. we were late. actually, ALI was late. i was kind enuf to wait for him. and FORGOTTEN had to give us wrong directions!
say silosa beach when they were at palawan beach. made us walk around in circles. end up, when i finally found that, they were actually enjoying themselves loh. i was super angry cuz they could still enjoy themselves even tho they knew we were lost! nobody picked up their phones either. so i couldnt contact them.
who wouldnt b angry rite? they still ask me why i liddat. haix. but i really thank God loh. if it was the OLD me, i would have flare up at them and den leave sentosa. my temper last time was really horrible. but i thank God that as i looked to him and prayed for his peace, i began to have forgiveness in my heart. and joined in the fun later on.
but. i was really having fun cuz my teacher was lost someone on the island too. he dropped his phone somewhere and hadta use someone's else phone. but i was too late when i replied to that no. and the last info i gave him was SILOSA BEACH. forgotten went to look for him. is he gave wrong info so he go find. =X
for me, i cant play in peace as long as someone who is supposed to b dere isnt dere. that's y i offered to wait for ali. but cher had to attend sth in sch so he would b late. end up, he couldnt find us and went home. it was so sad lah. cuz we organised dis outing for him. LAST outing cuz he changing CCA. from athletics to ncc LAND.
why why why! i dun understand lah. of all CCAs, the CCA i hate most. ncc land! haix. and havent they got enuf teachers? they were doing well wif 3 female teachers wat. and now that mr foo is back. so more den enuf le mah. why take away our cher. haix.
we have two teachers lah. but the othe rone is HOD. dun seem to care much about us. mr rizal was the one who made us feel like a team. he was the one that brought the team's morale up. he was the one to crap wif us. made us laugh. and we had loads of fun together as a team. but the HOD. so UNfun. haix.
i dun even understand why they put him in ncc LAND! so unlike his personality! he's a very funny, crappy, and efficient teacher! he's BHB too. hehe. but nccLAND, it's like serious all the way! no time for jokes. eveyday pump pump pump. command command command. so not the CCA for him. haix.
to mr Rizal.
thanks for those happy times u gave the team. we nvr felt so much as a team before. thank s for encouraging us. and even when we din qualify for the diff comps, thanks for not reprimanding us and instead, continue to encourage us, support us. thanks for crapping wif us. and putting up wif our crap too. x) we'll nvr forget you! do come back to track one day! THANKS CHER! xD
oh well, it's back to the HOD again. haix.
and the tot that i'm going to step down soon, really scares me! haix. i just feel that ali and gerald isnt ready for the challenges in front of them. they dun look ready to lead the team! frankly, i'm afraid the team will fall in their hands. =X sorry. but that's how i feel.
they lack of initiative. seriousness. even tho the commitment is dere. and ali, recently, is getting distracted by his gf! haix. how are they gonna prove to us that they're ready to lead the team? haix. God help them..
31dec. went to nel's hse to countdown to a new yr. definitely enjoyed myself dere. played risk which i totally have no clue hwo u go about it. haha. den pom ti ti and animal farm.
pom ti ti was so funny lah. if u lose, is either u choose truth or fishballs. *cuz there were many lfishballs left. ber so poor things. kena saboed so many times. and as for me, PTL! haha. dennis mok they all tried to sabo me. but end up saboing themself instead! haha!
and jason's the pro lah! whoever sists beside him is so dead loh. when the game first started, he was sitting next to me. but thank God nobody pom him. haha! den later he changed place. *phew. but it was really funny lah. they din managed to get any truth out of me tho. hehe. xD
however, i wasnt spared frm the questions too. i MUST say, jason is a good question-asker. wah. better not let him ask u any questions next time. haha! xP anyway, yea. there were questions and answers involving me too. i was equally paiseh. =X
soon, it was 1 JAN 2006.
know wat that means? school is starting! i was so not ready for sch the day before. dun have the heart to go to sch. like so lifeless. and just as i tot, first week only and STRESSED i was.
jus knowing of all the test and exams dates. knowing that everyday havta stayback to 4-5 plus. STRESSED me out. wat crap rite. haix. i'm gonna have a tough year.
and guess wat, lessons started on wed. BORING. it's study and study and study. but somehow i couldnt concentate...
i think i needed a LONGER break frm that pig. still not that ready to face that pig yet. but i muz admit that i have let go. just that the sight of him stirrs up those irritating feelings and some ppl havta go PRICK it.
oh yah! watched tian guo de jia yi already! super nice!! i cried until like siao loh! i muz say, cyndi like very act cute. she end up go wif zi hao. i HATE the ending!! =X she shld go wif hai nuo loh. he more shuai loh! =X character also better. haha.
actually, hai nuo is mine lah. =X wahaha! he's shuai but cant compare to my edison chen hor. hehe. xD but den leh, i like hai nuo's character. really. if he was really liddat in real life and if he was my age, i will choose him to b my bf. hehe.
in the show, his love is so sacrificial loh. cant stand the fact that he gave up cyndi when he almost had her! they were gonna marry when he object and asked her go find zi hao! so poor thing loh he. i cried like crazy. haha.
and i like the way he treats cyndi. so nice. so loving. woo. and the way he pats her head. in the show, when he did that, she felt very secured. i feel the same way as her too. haha! hai nuo aka ming dao is my model bf. wahaha!
but den again, i cant think anything bout that le. it's an impt year for me and i dun wanna mess it up. it will determine whether i can carry on my sports life and also, it will determine whether i can b a teacher. so i needa and wanna focus. focus. focus.
for ur info, i'm fully book. all the way to o levels. sian hor. =X
mondays - sch till 5pm. guitar lesson.
tuesdays - sch till 4.30pm. training. sometimes, prayer meeting.
wednesdays - sch till 4.30pm. g12.
thursdays - sch till 4.30pm. training.
fridays - sch till ??. training. hof.
saturdays - drum lesson. heart.sports/outreach.
sundays - church.
see. haha. so wanna yue wo chu qu, muz make appointment first. hehe. xD
ok lah. blog until here first. alot for one day le. continue tmr. xD
*because of you i never strayed too far frm the side walk.
i need you God.
.drummer.
