Monday, August 21, 2006
9:19 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
hello.
if u noticed, i've deleted every prob that i've typed in my blog le.
i realised that it's been causing alot of misunderstandings and confusions. i'm sick of the condemnation. sigh.
so anyway. yea. my blog's gonna wat's happening everyday frm now on. mayb i'll just talk bout how i'm feeling and stuff. but not more personal than that.
hmm. so ok. i'm really happy today. but i cried this morning. not tears of joy. but yah.. haha. how ironic can i get? hehe. =]
yea. i kinda attitude shengyang. den i kinda shouted at yuquan. den i just read my head on the table and cried. it all came so sudden. haha.
yeokfei first one to rush over. den she provided me wif tissue. she left me to cry for awhile first before asking me if i wanna go toilet. so i nodded my head, stood up and left the classroom. peckpeck and elaine came running behind us cuz they saw my red eyes. haha. that's according to peck lah. hehe. xD
so yea. i went into the cubical and stayed there sobbing for awhile before coming out. my eyes were red and teary and all. and den i started laughing at how red it was. haha LAME sia.
den, elaine, peck and yf all gave me huggs. which made me feel so much better, =] *thanks u guys! den we decided to sit at the bench photocopying shop. dint wan anybody to ask bout why i cried. haha.
after talking and joking awhile, we decided to go back to class. we were shocked to see that mr foo was looking for us. haha. he wanted our contact numbers cuz of the bird flu thingy. in case the sch needa contact us.
hmm, if it really happens, den i was thinking our o levels how sia. haha. cant imagine. =]
so yea. after that, it was math and after that, it was chem. free period! cuz mrs tey nvr come. hehehe. so we decided go back to that bench to SUPPOSEDLY study for our chem test later that afternoon.
well, i guess i was the only one doing work loh. haha. that ppk and bokie keep fighting and quarreling. so childish. grow up lah can. HAHA! xP
and so, they made my day. =] like seriously. they made me laugh again. i mean, one moment i was crying, sad and all, but they changed my emotions just liddat. by just being themselves. =] thanks guys. love u all! =]
hmm. and today, i finally found out who my true frens were. they were always beside me, so close to me. yet i dint even realise.
today's outing to marina square made me realise many things. and i thought alot too. bout everything that happened to me lately.
hmm. was wif anne and ppk btw. and i was feeling very horrible at that time. so they told me i could tell them wat was going on. and so, i told them.
they gave me their opinions and advices and i really appreciate it loh. =] they're really diff frm others whom i've talked to. and anne, she's so sweet lah can. like sometimes even if i dont tell her wat's wrong, she'll know that i'm troubled and den draw me a card or write me a little cheer up note. so sweet. =]
and today, i just realised that ppk can b as nice. =] but somehow, she just gives me the impression that she's not that kinda person they will know howta listen to other ppl's prob. *no offence ah peck! xD
she just got that really innocent look. like as if she dont know anything. she's like so carefree lah can. and she doesnt open up to me or anyone i know of. i mean, she's like problemless. but nevertheless, i believe she still face some probs sometimes.
but her actions are childish lah can. HAHA! that's y i always thought i can nvr talk to her in a personal way. i tot she can only cheer me up and we'll have fun together. but i was wrong. and i'm sure GLAD that i'm wrong. heh. =]
we had a long talk while waiting for 8pm to come. cuz she dint wanna pay for the peak hour charge which is insanely ex. haha. so yea. and our talks is just diff. diff frm others. like the way i talk to her is just so.. i dont know howta say lah! haha. but it's just really nice and all. and somehow, i just know i can trust her. =]
i'm so so so glad i finally found my true frens. somehow i just know they wont let me down. 4G's getting closer and closer in a way. we even had recess together! i really like that closeness among us all now. even yf. =] normally she'll join her H class frens. but she's joining us now too. everything's just so sweet. =]
still left anne loh. she still joining zihui and all. but we dont blame her. we all know we mean sth to her too. =] hehe.
anyway, to yf, ppk, anne, bokie, amelia and elaine, I LOVE YOU GUYS! =]
it's just such a pity that we're leaving the sch soon. ohh well.. there's nth much we can do except to treasure the times we have left. ='[
ohhya. i bought my grad nite bag today! haha. bought the same way as ppk. only diff colour. whee.
den as usual, i was super high today lah can. haha. mixture of emotions again. stupid virnice. HAHA. =]
well, guess that's all for today. sunday wasnt a very good day for me either. so shant talk bout it. wheehee. xD
byebye.
love u guys.
rock on. =]
takecare and God bless!
