Saturday, October 28, 2006
9:24 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
boo!
today was probably ONE of the funniest days of my life. xD
i tell u ah, tao liang is incredibly crappy! much more than u can ever imagine loh!
when asked to tell us a joke, guess wat he said. "i tell u all the funniest joke ok.. MIDORI IS TALL!"
omg. can u imagine all of us laughing until our stomachs hurt so much that we couldnt talk. HAHA! all of us meaning me, my sis and xiao qi gui. GOSH!
haha. den xiao qi gui keep saying it wasa wrong decision to invite taoliang to have dinner wif us. haha! so funny lah.
my dinner became a laughing session. cool man. haha! helped me to distress also. woohoo! xD
thank you taoliang DADDY! muahaha!
he keep rejecting us.. but dont care.. he's still our daddy! wahahah! xD
ohh ohh. and PTL! reg A won both vball and capt's ball today! WOOHOO! xD
but dunno why, i cant serve a single ball over the net today. hmph. but cuz i dint try before the game started. den havent warm up. cuz i reached there just on time. waited for nelwyn mah. h
hmm. nevertheless, i managed to bring the ball back to the opponent's side! twice at least! hehe. xD so cool. but we still lost that point. =[ but not me ahh.. haha.
and i feel like an idiot today loh. in a funny way. haha. cuz i was sitting in between 2 volleyball players - jie fu and ivan, and terry. den hor, jie fu and ivan always got mo qi lah. if jie fu set, den ivan will spike. if ivan set, jie fu will spike..
so..... as i was standing in the centre, i was trying to SIAM away frm where the ball is about to land.. and soon enuf, i was going around in circles. wat the crap? haha. and know wat.. IVAN and some other ppl LAUGHED AT ME. ehh! is your(ivan) fault loh! still laugh at me. bleah.
and those who laughed but i dint see.. careful ah.. laugh at me.. God will take revenge for me.. hehehe. xD
and so.. next week we'll b meeting each other.. meaning dophins I playing wif dolphins II. cool man. wonder who's gonna win. hehe. both as strong lah. xD
ohh and capt's ball was super exciting lah.. hehe. reg A vs reg C.
i was jogging wif lao da mah. den half jog half cheer. den laoda was shouting go RAYS. den i shout back, JIAYOU DOLPHINS! and we continued that until noraina went SSHHHHH. hahaha. super lame lah..
it was really exciting loh.. like u really dunno who will win.. and when the whistle was blown.. guess wat.. DRAW! haha!
so.. there was an extension of 10 minutes.. during the first 5 minutes, reg C was already leading by two goals.. super scary.. den i was like saying gone liao gone liao..
and den the whistle was blown.. i thot match OVER. but guess wat, is change side! haha. the catchers havta change side. hehe. some regC ppl were alreay cheering until they realise is change side. abit paiseh hor.
but ah.. i more paiseh lah! haha. me and my sis.. we at the side cheering like mad ppl liddat.. and when our region scored a goal.. we jumped up and down non stop! esp me! HAHA! super paiseh. but i dont care! i just kept jumping like retarded liddat. and that was when i realised i could jump SO high. HAHA! xD
so it was fun. xD
and hor, i kena ABANDONED on the bus today! boohoo! =[
hmm on the bus got me, my sis, xiao qi gui, taoliang, jiefu, ivanLIM *not TAY ah. =X, jonathan, gary and gabriel..
at first.. i sat wif my sis.. den xiao qi gui and daddy took one seat each beside some unknown person.
den later, for some unknown reason, jie fu came behind.. den talk talk to my sis. i offered to let him sit, he dont want. den, the person next to him got up frm her seat and alighted frm the bus.. so guess wat's next..
naturally, my sis got up.. went to sit wif him.. so i was alone.. it wasnt so bad yet... UNTIL there were more unoccupied seats. -_-
cuz at first ah.. gary, ivan, gabriel and jonathan were standing.. den guess gary and gabriel was so tired that they went to sit down.. but cuz no seats, so ivan and jonathan remained standing..
so, when there were empty seats, jonathan and ivan went to sit.. den xiao qi gui go sit wif daddy. so GUESS WAT. i was left alone! abandoned! =[
haha. really loh. they all pair pair leh! except me! hmph!
gary and gabirel.
sister and jie fu.
xiao qi gui and daddy.
ivan and jonathan.
and ME.
how sad rite!
den i slowly move move.. taking up all the empty seats. until i was sitting behind daddy. den know wat he said?
"SHOO.dont sit here. we also dont want u."
WAH!!! den i 'cry' loh. HAHA! damn lame lah.. whhee...
but overall today was fun. =]
and ohh ya. ppk and jq went for 11:59 on friday! woohoo! was so happy lah.. at least they came.. even tho they dint get saved.. but ppk is believe lah.. but just havent settle on one church yet.. hope she comes mine. =[ but she complains is FAR! hmm.. boohoohoo..
on the otherhand, jq is buddhist lah.. so dint know how he felt after the event.. dint ask also cuz not close to him.. hmm. =]
alright, gonna go study already. xD
10 days to Os! scary!
jiayou jiayou! =]
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
11:25 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
HELLO!
13 more days to O levels!
AHH! time to panick! =X
not prepared, not ready!
pls pray for me and fellow sec4 students! xD
thanks to ALL!
will come back and blog in no time! xD
ohh yea, went to sentosa today. to STUDY. i'm serious. i actually studied! dont believe, ask the rest who went wif me today. i studied for 3 hours and played for 1 hour only! woohoo!
THREE CHEERS! YAY! xD
JIAYOU TO ALL O LEVELS TAKERS!
YOU CAN DO IT! DONT GIVE UP! xD
best wishes. =]
Sunday, October 15, 2006
11:18 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN! xD
today is my beloved hubby's birthday! xD she's 17! woohoo! xD
hmm. we had surprise dinner aka bday celebration for her and alan who's bday is on 17 oct.
karen brought jiamin around to shop while the gang of guys brought alan around to shop. den we went to new york new york! YAY! been longing to eat there each time i walk past it. i finally got my wish! heh.
both of them were definitely shocked. lost for words mayb. heh.
and we also played a mini prank on both of them. we bought a small cake. a really tiny weeny one. den we even sang a bday song. soft one. heh.
den after a while, the real cake was brought out. and we sang bday song TWICE! haha. once for jm and another time for alan. heh. so cute. =]
den we kept taking photos. alot of ppl say my camera very nice. thanks to my papa! hehe. he teng wo alot. so i must study hard loh. =S
hmm, one of the funnier ones is i take wif richard! took wif that water melon back hitter thingy. haha. i made him "eat" it. and took picture wif him. haha!
and another one was wif nic and weisheng. cuz i couldnt smile anymore. so i gave a pathetic expression. wahaha. xD
overall, today was great. glad the bday girl and boy enjoyed themselves. =]
wat a sunday. =]
ohh. and no heart.sports next sat! =[ sadded.
hmm, poning sch tmr! =X but going anne's hse to study. heh. got link de loh. cuz i cant find my sch tie. den tmr is the last day we'll need our tie le. so pointless to buy. but anne got extra so she say she will lend me.
BUT she not going sch tmr cuz tmr is ss, hist and chem. 2 out of 3 are BORING subjects. so i think think think. den feel that ya, it's very BORING. gosh. so we decided to go study together! yay! xD
so yupp. going her hse tmr. whee. den can upload my photos in my camera also. sister, UNRELIABLE! hmph! haha. her laptop also no space le ba. plus she always using her laptop dunno doing wat. hmm.
ohhyahh.
SPECIAL THANKS TO NELVIN AKA LAO DA FOR MAKING TODAY'S CELEBRATION SUCH A SUCCESS! THREE CHEERS FOR HIM! WOOHOO! xD
i thank YOU on behalf of jm and alan. hehe. xD
alright then. nth more to say.
BYE!
12:04 AM Y
♥ just the girl.
hello!
i'm here again.
hmm. seems like it's a week ago since i blog. well, shall make it a point to blog once a week! yay! xD
life has been ok. =] hmm. some things revealed, some times kept. and in some ways, i've probably got to understand myself better. =]
hmm since ppl said i've changed, i'm trying to change back. i'm contolling my temper and being crazier then before! heh. xD
and btw,
ANNE IS MY CRAZY PARTNER!
HAHA!
she so cute lah can. xD and we recently just created this zhu clan thingy. thanks to my CRAZY idea once again! haha. =]
theZHUclan.
rachel - BENzhu 01
anne - zhuBOSS 02
virnice - HEIzhu 03
elaine - XIAOzhu 04
yeokfei - SHOUzhu 05
peckki - BAIzhu 06
patricia - XIAOXIAOzhu 07
amelia - THEzhu 08
jiexi - SIzhu 09
haha. that's US(:
so cute loh. that's in memory of the 9 of us. whee.
and it all started when i suggested getting a class jersey. den suddenly i came up wif that too. so all in all, we're getting 2 jerseys. haha. was supposed to get a track one too. but think too many le. and i'm broke. =[ haha.
anyway, my brain reached saturation point! AHH! been studying all week. or rather, doing COUNTLESS test papers. sian.
even FRIDAY. havta stay back till THREEpm just to complete a geog mock paper 2. sian loh. =[
and den went to get our class jerseys too. we went to queensway IN THE END. dont ask wat happened in between. IVAN TAY! u GOOD! haha.
was quite excited and everything lah. while placing our order for the jerseys. heh. cant wait to get it! xD YAY!
and well, i was ALMOST late for hearts on fire. thankGod met shan shan and lynette. den they taking cab, offered to give me a lift. heh. thank God! xD
den today helped me to distress! even tho i had a long day. heh. =]
had a math in the morning which i totally slacked thru out. =X cuz dint do my work loh. =X sigh. after that, i went to church for drumming.
thank God, but dunno why. main band practice start at 4 pm today. so kirk hadta let us go bout 3.55 liddat. woohoo! so i reached scgs on time. in fact, i reached there EARLIER.
hmm but i took cab loh. thot i'll b late. den hor, the taxi driver dunno where scgs is loh. den i just say stevens road. cuz expressway always exit frm there de mah.
who knows, he used a diff way. den reach stevens road he ask me guide him. i say i dont know. den he like so worried and desprate. kept asking me to take alook. see any familar sites. 'bai tuo' me summore. scary. =X
but thank God, we managed to find the place. heh. =]
hmm, i had fun today. YAY! played thru out the whole vball game. but still, would prefer if i could play capt's ball. =[ sadded lah. but dolphins still won! YAY! PTL! xD
and i think i twisted my waist while playing vball. so stupid loh. first time i see ppl twist waist cuz of VBALL. haha. wat to do. that's ME loh. haha.
i think it's the way i serve the ball. dunno why my whole upper body will turn de. haha. sian.
and today i receive alot of balls but only managed to bring across a few. hmph! and i caused to team to lose so manyy points. =[ sorry guys! sigh. but thank God we still won. it was a close fight. =]
den i went to run too! xD in fact, i ran b4 the match. just s few rounds. den after the match den continue running again. WHEE!
the feeling, SHIOK! cuz quite awhile nvr run le. stop training for so long le due to prelims and Os. wah.. can finally run. so shiok.i feel so FAT also. sian. haha.
but hor, stamina like SHIT. ran wif laoda. he run so many rounds le den i join him. den he like not tired loh. not fair! HAHA. den he still say he old liao. diao loh. haha. i feel FAT man. i need to EXERCISE! whee! haha. xD
haha. den after that, went to plaza sing wif my sis and ethan aka xiaoqigui! HAHA.
since dunno when i started calling him that. cuz i say him sth den he angry. den i call him xiaoqigui. haha. den today he also give me new name. HAHA. will talk bout that later.
hmm. so ya. we went to ps to get jiamin's and alan's present. their bdays are 15oct and 17oct respectively. heh. =]
on the bus ride, we suan each other so much lah can. sometimes my sis and xiaoqigui gang up against me. cuz xiaoqigui is my sis and her pig's son. haha. den sometimes i gang up wif my sis against xiaoqigui. and den i gang up wif xiaoqigui against my sis. heh! it was so funny lah can. xD
den got one time, my sis and xiaoqigui say me. den i just nvr say anything. den xiaoqigui thot i angry. den say i so xiaoqi. den i say ehh ehh. u den xiaoqigui loh. haha.
den he came up wif another name for me. say wat daqigui and dunno still got wat. den dunno why i go say might as well say i xiaoxiaoqigui. haha. den he was like ok lah! good! den i diao him. haha. super funny loh.
den gang hao reach ps. den buy jm and alan's present. den we went home le.
reach home, i like pig liddat loh. cuz i almost whole day nvr eat. den so hungry. den immediately eat le. on the way home i keep saying my stomach scolding me. haha. =]
hmm. that's about today. =]
i've become crazier. i think that suits me best. at least for now. =] cuz i dont havta think bout anything and just be crazy me. making funny noising and roaring away. embarrasing, but it brings laughter to ppl around me. so why not? =]
dont get me wrong. not trying to b a clown or sth. but just wanna bring joy to ppl around me. they happy, i happy. =] God dint make me for nth. since he gave me the ability to b crazy, i'll just b! xD tho that's not exactly a talent. =X heh.
told my sis sth today too. AHH! haha. so paiseh lah. den i think she gonna tell her pig. hmph. haha. sian.
alright. ending here. still got loads of things undone. ahh sian. =[
till then. =]
*mayb i'm doing all this to hide everything inside. just to not show who i really am. nobody really knows the other side of me. the no no me. wat do i really want. thinking more doesnt help. thinking less makes me happier. so think less, study more. =] *trying so hard, but think it's in vain. do u feel the same way. hmm.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
11:50 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
heyhey.
hmm. i'm feeling much much better already i must say. =]
thank you all who has encouraged and comforted me in times like this. i really needed it. =] thank you so much.
well, prelim's not the end ya? i guess i just havta start studying HARDER frm now on. i still need motivation. hehe. xD
hmm, thank God there's gonna b a moderation meeting on friday. guess i shld just try to get into a jc and not b so fussy. cuz my seniors all say must go pre-jc. if not will have alot of things to catch up on. so no matter wat jc, also must go. so, i'll try loh.
and friday was a crazy day for me man! actually, can say almost everyday i abit crazy crazy de. but i'm glad it brought joy to the ppl around me. =]
anne and me! we're the crazy partners! HAHA. dont see her small small cute cute. she very crazy one loh! just like ME! haha! mother and daughter mah. hehe. xD
alright. got remy's present too. her bday is today. haha. den went to lib to study. met up wif chin kai. he was supposed to teach me chem.
hmm, he's my pri1 to 4 fren lah. den teachers' day saw him. that was after so long loh. den he was trying so hard to remember my name. i one guess den corretly liao loh. i even remember he has twin brothers. just cant remember older or younger den him nia. heh.
den after that, we contacted each other loh. den he say he's chem quite good and offered to teach me. so thank God. =]
hmm. today was even better! well, not exactly lah. but still, GOOD! cuzi got to play vollyball! WOOHOO! even tho i would prefer playing captain's ball instead. heh. xD
well, i rushed down frm church loh. after my drumming lesson. reaching SCGS the expressway there, den JAM loh! den i panic. aiyo. haha.
ohhyah. den i tuo ku in the taxi. haha! no choice lah! but instead i was wearing shorts liao. cuz i know sure no time to change de. den when jam hor, i so sad loh. thot i would have made a wasted trip down to scgs. but PTL! the game was still on!
hmm, think my team was playing against a tougher opponent den last week. cuz when i reach, they were playing their third set. so praise God! i got to play ABIT. and when i say abit, i really mea abit loh. cuz i got to serve twice only and i never hit any ball that our opponent hit back to us. sian loh. haha. the guys did most of the work lah. haha.
hmm. and i realised that we had enuf girls but we had JUST NICE guys. thank God loh. but tao liang, my captain, yest msg my sis bf, wey zi, that we dont have enuf girls. that's y i rush down to scgs. another reason is also cuz i wanna play lah. hehe.
but overall, thank God for a great game! atlantic dolphin team II won too! YAY! haha. the haising vball guys are good loh. haha. before they came to efc, dolpins vball always CMI de. =X haha! so, THANK GOD! xD
and today, i realised that gary aint as scary as i thot he was. =X i dont know why but he gave me the impression that he's very fierce. mayb cuz he always has this stern look on his face ba. hehe. =X
anyway, cuz when i reach, den i immediately ask what's the score mah. den he tell me loh. say 10-5. we were winning! and 10 wasnt so close to 25 yet. so i still got chance to play! heh. xD
den he also cheer the team on lah. he and gabriel. den they were sort of teasing ivan and wey zi? hmm. say their style funny or sth. cant remember. haha.
and when i see ivan, always remind me of ivan. HAHA! yes, ivan reminds me of ivan. haha! i mean, efc ivan, reminds me of tk ivan. gosh. but the diff so big can. haha. efc ivan is tall, so his size is just nice for him. but tk ivan is short and ....! haha. *sorry tk ivan! dont angry ah! =X haha.
so whenever i see either of them, i laugh. haha. stupid rite? haha. ok lah, that's ME. =]
great, gotta go study now. boohoo.
blog again if i have time.
*it's a rainbow after tha rain. praise the LORD. =]
when will i b seen in your sight? am i gonna remain being this little girl?
Monday, October 02, 2006
11:28 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
sigh. i did so badly prelims that i dont really wanna talk bout it. there goes my first 3 months of jc. sigh.
dont even dare tell my mum or dad. i have disappoint them, definitely. dont know howta account to them. sigh.
lost all my motivation to study. this is so demoralising. ms yap even ask me to see a counsellor cuz she thinks i'm distracted. like wat the crap? i dont know wat's wrong wif me either. sigh. =[
laoda ask me to have faith in God. how to when i dont even have faith in myself. my self-confidence is dropping each day. slowly, i find it meaningless to study anymore.
and today made my life worst. went for my bone check up. got another bone growing out. when will this boney torture stop. doctor says if it's growing fast, may have to go for operation again.
firstly, operations are not cheap. and secondly, i dont wanna go thru the same pain again. operation and staying int he hospital is no fun. having tubes in ur hands are irritating and painful too. sigh. who understands but God. sigh.. =[
i wanted to cry so much just now. but i held back my tears. i dint wanna cry in front of my mum and let her know how i feel. sigh.
actually, when i got back my math and ss results, i cried loh. both on the same day somemore. math first den ss. mym ath got b3 loh. so not me. i had so high expectations for my math. couldnt believe i got a B. sigh. den i failed my ss. wat a failure. wat a disappointment.
i tried so hard to hold back the tears. i thot i have become a stronger girl after all the setbacks i have encountered. i thot i would b able to handle such disappointments. but i was wrong. i havent grown at all. just the thot of how disappointed my parent would b, made the tears flow down. i just kept crying. all the way home.
no one will ever know how it feels. to you all, it's just results nia rite. only prelims wat rite. still got o levels mah. all these i know, but u will nvr know wat's deep within me.
i think i really have changed. cant stand myself more and more each day. wat must i do to find the real virnice again? i'm so sick and tired.. AHHH..
will someone go to the beach wif me and let me scream my heart out?
sigh.
guess no one. everyone's too busy wif their o levels and their own life.
who cares bout this little stupid insignificant girl down the road.
wif a broken smile that noone will ever see.
perfect, dint feel so perfect.
