every moment; every planned coincidence

Thursday, November 30, 2006

3:26 AM Y

♥ just the girl.

ok next post.
went to escape today. had fun screaming. scream until no voice loh. haha.

den kena forced into haunted house. omg. it was horrible lah. i think it was scary cuz i made it scary. =X haha

winston lah! all his fault. anyhow scare me. cuz the whole time i was either closing my eyes or looking down. AND grabbing winston's SHIRT damn tight. dont get wrong idea ah you-know-who. =X omg. and he still try to scare me lah. i was screaming bad enuf and when he scream, i scream even LOUDER. stupid winston! stupid stupid STUPID.

gosh. when we reach the door, ivan ben and forgot who scare us lah can. i know it was them but i just kept screaming all the way until i saw light. wahaha. reach outside den i immediately just sat all the floor. my eyes were teary cuz i closed them too tight. my goodness. and all that stupid winston know is to go around telling ppl how scared i was. argh!

but u shld have seen his shirt lah. =X wahaha. he deserve it lah k. ok ok. u know i'm famous for my sweaty palms. so his shirt wet. =X and crumpled until like siao cuz i grabbed damn tight. wahaha. xD

hmm. and i had a good talk wif anne thruout the whole time at escape too. felt so much better after saying things to her. i bie in my heart for damn long le. finally get to say it out today. wah.. =]

to ANNE.
thanks for everything girl! =] i really appreciate it that u are so willing to lend me ur listening ears. and sometimes, i dont even have to say, u just know wat's on my mind. =] and i can say, i'll b here for ya too. just give me a call whenever u need me alright! 24-hrs hotline! xD LOVEYA!

hmm hmm. right. had a surprise bday celebration for yireng later. i was super late tho. =X supposed to meet everyone at 7 but i reach at 7.20. =X sorry!

so yea. she was shocked and touch but her face like very expressionless. den she explain is cuz she very pressed for time. gotta b at a memorial wake at 9pm. so everything chop chop loh. glad she liked everything tho. =]

we got her a purse, a CHOCOLATE soap (*heh. yumyum. xD) and ber designed a pair of slippers for her. shiyun jasmine and michelle got her the cake. banan chocolate cake! YUMYUM! xD

so that's about today. overall ok i guess. just wanna say a few things. hmmm..

i guess.. the feeling of rejection is definitely not nice.. but.. why.. why that person keep putting on a front and acting happy. i dont like that feeling. oh gosh..

and.. wat to do if a guy likes a girl. the girl dint totally reject him. but just say to give each other more time to know each other better first. but.. after a few months, the guy moved on. and moved on to the girl's good fren.

the girl doesnt really have that kind of feelings for him. but somehow seeing him wif her good fren makes her feel easy. wat's worst is she tries hard and makes effort to make them go together.

she really wishes that they will have a happy ending. but at the same time, she feels alittle miserable. and i think her good fren also feels bad towards her. the guy? i'm not too sure how he feels also. as in feel bad anot. mayb not ba. but the girl too ke lian le.

but then again, it's her fault wat. nvr like him in the first place, why still feel that way. shld give him up already wat. liddat so SELFISH.

sigh.

VIRNICE.