Saturday, November 04, 2006
9:34 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
this post is specially dedicated to the person who sat in front of me on bus 154 on the way to paya lebar mrt. you shld know who you are. =]
well, i dunno how to say this to you, be it face to face, msg to msg, msn to msn or wat.. but the only way i thot is THIS. to blog. and den it's up to God whether you read my blog or not. =]
i just wanna say that i'm really happy that the relationship between us is finally starting to look good. i am able to share more stuff wif you, be more open to ya and all. and i'm really glad and i thank God for that.
you once told me that u were trying to change and indeed, i've seen changes in you. but still not some things. but i know, humans are not perfect and i dont blame you for that. =] i can only pray that God will slowly change you.
but somehow, today seems to change certain things. i dunno how to say it.
i just have a few words of advice for ya. =]
umm, i'm not sure if that person has apologized to you but if that person humbly already did so, i think u shld forgive that person.
today's vball game has made me realised that when God opens the door and u dont enter, He will close the door. cuz dolphins I could have won. but the team decided to extend the game and lost it.
so, if that person already apologize, do forgive and forget. well, God wants us to love our enemies, didnt He? =]
i just dont want u to regret when the time comes. =/
i saw you crying.. but i dont know wat to say and i guess, u prob dont want me to say anything either. so i kept quiet.
but deep within, i really wish things would b ok for ya. tho i dont know wat's going on, i'll just pray for ya. =]
i laughed today. while walking in the shelter. and u suddenly just got pissed at me for not telling u what i was laughing about. at that time, i knew something was wrong already.
actually, i was just laughing at myself. i gave u a stupid dumb sad face but u dint see. high as i am, i just laughed at my stupid self. and i didnt tell u cuz i dont wanna show u that stupid face again. simple as that.
sigh. i just really hope things will go back to as normal again. ur nick "things will never be the same again", i hope it will nvr come true.
lastly, just wanna say i love ya! and i'll b here for you.
takecare.
and remember, God's always there for you too. =]
