Saturday, February 17, 2007
10:21 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
okay.
if you're (J2 track seniors) here for the post dedication,
it's below.
so scroll down.
xD
u know what?
i'm still at a loss to where to go.
even tho i've submitted my form.
why is there such thing as APPEALING?!
mayb it'll b easier if it just SCRAMS.
argh.
SOMEBODY is now trying very very VERY hard to psycho me to stay.
HAHA.
actually, i think i already know wat i want.
or at least i hope so.
but there's just SOMETHING that is stopping me.
and i dont think i know wat's that.
or mayb, i just DONT KNOW.
or am i avoiding?
sigh.
i think i'm very spoilt.
i always get wat i want.
i wanna go aj,
den my coach help me.
now i wanna go tj,
my coach also willing to helping me.
now i'm having second thots,
everyone is trying to help me.
ask me go appeal and everything.
and i'll prob get in cuz i got so many strings to pull.
sigh.
i am very spoilt.
i want drums,
i get drums.
i want guitar,
i get guitar.
i want camera,
i get camera.
now i know how spoilt
and BLESSED i am.
sigh.
wat a REAL me.
SPOILT BRAT.
i'm so irritating!
: (
whywhywhy.
why did i go AJ.
why did i get emotionally attach to AJ.
why is everybody telling me TJ sux.
why is elaine going to mj and leaving me at tj.
why is mingjiang also telling me not to go tj and to go SA.
why am i feeling so uneasy right now.
ARGH.
i hate this man.
WHY IS DECISION MAKING ALWAYS SO DIFFICULT?!
and guess wat i just heard.
coach actually asked bout who staying.
and in PARTICULAR,
ME.
asked the j2s if i was staying in AJ.
: (
why have i done to deserve some kindness from him.
yet i'm so ungrateful.
not only leave aj
but also give up track.
wat is this man!
sigh!
ARGH.
wat should i do.
sigh.
i'm afraid of 6th march.
afraid to go online.
type in my pin no.
and see that SCHOOL on the screen.
right in front of my stupid face.
how would it be like.
how would i react.
omg.
i cant think anymore!
: (
okay okay.
no more thinking!
let that day worry for itself.
and the day that arthur lim is gonna murder me,
is NEAR.
i can just feel it!
: (
okay.
and valentines day just got a new meaning!
normally, people say HAPPY V DAY right?
so, since V= VIRNICE.
thus;
HAPPY VIRNICE DAY!
xD
well, i think there's another meaning to it lah.
mainly is because i wanna b especially HAPPY on that particular day.
xD
shall talk bout that mayb later.
so anyway,
v day this year was quite okay.
went out with my OG!
had bbq at weitian's hse.
was quite fun i guess.
we kinda relived our childhood days.
haha.
or mayb we just plain childish.
xD
weplayed catching okayy!!
haha.
here are some photos! xD
omg. guys shopping! take THAT! xD
me and karmun! that lovable girl. : )
hahaha. ronson looks DUUUMMBBB. holding that POTATO!
haha. that is xuanfeng, weilun and ronson! looking for food. xD
you're on candid camera! : )
ronson trying to flirt with that sales auntie. HAHAHA!
karmun and me on the bars! xD that's tiansheng's hand. -.-
xuanfeng deprived of childhood! and he showed it too much! haha!
ronson also. act cute! who trying to shoot him wif CORN?!! hahaha.
haha. he looks spastic!! xD
and they call me the satay queen. HAHA.
now xuanfeng's turn to FAN. tiring loh.
weilun trying to open the sparkling juice. xD
our heart-shape failed. TERRIBLY. haha.
yay. that's us! : ) we had that security guard to take picture for us. he's old. and dont know how to take photos. =X count 1, den take pic liao. -.-
well, okay.
14feb2005.
on that fateful day,
a confession was made.
many thots were up.
she tried to get rid of it.
but it dint work.
how come she dint notice.
and she finally gave in.
a new love story began.
but it ended too soon.
much too early than expected.
sad. disappointed. depressed.
why did that confession have to b made.
but she still was glad she made that choice.
not much regrets.
except regrets for making decisions in an impulse.
but she wants to forget.
memories to be kept.
but other thots to b GONE.
and mayb bcuz of that,
she changed.
especially about the way she look at
LOVE.
and den she starts to think.
wat that is REALLY all about.
no more commitments for her.
no more thinking.
no more nothing.
so 14feb is,
HAPPY VIRNICE DAY!
: )
now xuanfeng's turn to FAN. tiring loh.
weilun trying to open the sparkling juice. xD
our heart-shape failed. TERRIBLY. haha.
