Thursday, February 08, 2007
11:22 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
tomorrow's the day.
the day that many has awaited for.
as for me, it's the day i really dread for it to come. =[
many have been asking me if i intend to stay in ajc.
or where i wanna go.
wat am i expecting.
and blah blah blah.
the usuals.
my reply is :
I DONT KNOW.
i really dont know and neither do i wanna think about it.
i just wanna trust God.
trust that He has everything planned out for it.
wat i'm afraid is,
that my results are no good.
den i'll disappoint the people around me.
like my parents. =[
actually, i think i've made up my mind to go JC.
not for myself.
but for my parents.
i'm gonna persevere.
i dont believe i fail so easily!
and God will give me strenght. =]
but problem now is, WHERE.
sigh.
my coach is so good to me and clar.
made me feel so indebted to him.
he's just so NICE!
first, he helped me and clar to get into AJC after we got our prelim results and got into nyj.
now, he helped us to talk to the teacher in charge of track in TJ already!
he told me and clar to call him after we get our results tmr!
how NICE can he get!
i dont even know wat i've done to deserve this.
i've been such a failure.
never achieve anything after so many years of training.
i have let him down. =[
yet, he's still so enthu in helping me and clar.
sigh.
AHHHH...
wat should i do!
i'm at a loss!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!
sigh.
so anyway, i dint go to sch today as i had these giddy spells.
had them for the past 3 days already.
wake up and feel like the whole room's spinning.
so today, i decided to give myself a break.
went to see doc too.
and cuz i got a slight cough,
the doc said the giddyness had sth to do with the cough virus.
wtc?
i think he also dont know wat's wrong with me!
den, kang kang msged me when i was in the polyclinics.
he asked me if i could go down to kallang stadium to lend him my spikes.
and being a good senior, HEH,
i went to lend him.
miss all of them so much man!
and they miss me too!
HEH!
and OHH.
mrs Goh was there too.
we talked abit here and there.
and she said the school will get results at 8am tmr!
den if i dint hear wrongly, she'll msg me or sth!
AHHH!
i dint know howta tell her to NOT msg me!
so,
AHH!
i think i'm probably gonna delete her msg tmr. =X
sigh.
after that, i rushed down to J8.
had PDG dinner.
when i reach, they all were like,
orr hor.. PON SCH.
HAHA.
den i was like,
no lah!
i got MC.
hehe.
and i think the guys deprived of childhood.
all go to the playground and play after eating.
HAH!
and den, there was this small ang mo boy.
his hair was super cool lah!
like shark's fin liddat.
just one straight line of spiky hair.
and he's so young!
haha.
eugene was SO fascinated by it!
so he went over and tried to touch it.
HAHAHA.
den he told the small boy say,
YOUR HAIR VERY NICE.
den the small boy dint know wat he was talking about.
so he went,
THE WATER VERY NICE.
*there was this very small "pond" at the side.
HAH!
it was damn funny.
after that, we played games!
some froggy game first.
"one frog, jumped over the wall, POING."
"two frogs, two frogs, jumped over the wall, jumped over the wall, POING, POING."
and so on.
HAHA!
den timothy keep getting it wrong!
so cute lah he.
den it was ting zhe.
den AHHMA!
HEH!
den they hadta do forfeit.
rongjie came up with that.
and as usual, it was LAME.
it's call KA CHING!
some jackpot thingy.
where u have 3 in a row of the same action den can.
one action is called porn.
so retarded.
the person just shake front and back.
look more like mr bean to me.
HAH!
another action is ballerina.
u know the action lah huh.
and the last one i think is someone playing guitar.
hmm, i think so lah.
haha.
den ahma keep dont wan to do!
HAHA.
but in the end, she ma ma hu hu do abit.
den timothy and tingzhe do so many times liao.
HAH!
super funny.
after that, it was getting late.
so we went to take neoprints!
HEH.
only some of us lah.
100% girls tho!
not all the guys wanna take.
so here it is!
it was very squeezy while taking.
and eugene is damn funny lah!
that poser. HAHA.
and RONGJIE!
another one.
POSER! and like to act cute.
WAHAHA! xD
i had a great time with my PDG overall.
i think we started off as a very quiet class
which alot of teachers were afraid of.
but after that, we got better!
YAY!
praise God! xD
so anyway, gotta go already.
results tmr!
keep me in prayer and wish me all the best!
and all the best to all 2006 O level takers!
God bless! xD
