it's really heartwarming to see that one by one,
everyone is picking themselves.
and i'm glad that i was able to help
in one way or another.
:)

as for me,
i'm still standing where i am.

well, friday was both a sad and happy day for me.
i shall explain why.

happy thing #1
most of class 06/07 PAE helped ms lee for the math station
for I&E day.
even tho the classes we came in to take part in the activity
werent so enthu and everything,
i'm glad we were able to help ms lee.
and also,
bond as one class again!
we managed to catch up with one another.
and even sat around the table just to chit chat abit
after the event and waiting for the debrief to start!
:)

happy thing #2
i did hurdles that day!
YAY!
but it was really tiring.
at first,
i kept on shuffling when i was gonna reach the hurdle.
and coach asked me to try again.
and on second try,
I DID IT!
yay!
and i became so high after that.
i couldnt stop jumping
and laughing.
even in the gym!
i also told the donald duck joke!
copyrighted from SHAWN WEE.
hahaha!
super funny!
xD

happy thing #3
rebecca came to church today!
for final destination TWO!
i felt bad tho,
for making her wait
as i was held up in school.
=X
sorry girl!
but i'm glad she enjoyed herself overall!
more glad that her presence was there yest!
praise God!
xD

happy thing #4
there were quite a number of souls saved too!
i think the skit was really touching!
moved me to tears!
it was really good.
praise God again!
all angels rejoice in heaven!
:)

and now...

sad thing #1
it was mr larry lee's last day of school.
he gave a really inspiring speech.
which moved me to tears as well.
but i held back.
tho we only spent SEVEN days with him
i felt that it was so fruitful.
he's a very good gp teacher.
and it just makes me wonder
why people are leaving me,
one by one.
just liddat.
sigh.

sad thing #2
when asked by pastor kok hwa,
if the church building somehow was to collaspe there and then,
am i very sure that i will end up in heaven?
and he asked those who think that way, to stand.
and many christians did.
i dont know if they did it cuz everyone else is doing it
or bcuz they really feel that they will go heaven.
as for me,
it isnt cuz i dont have God in my heart.
but somehow,
i just dint have the courage to do so.
i can just imagine me,
standing at the door of heaven,
facing judgement,
and looking at God as he flips for the Book of Life for my name.
and answer me with a "sorry, ur name's not here."
altho i know that He loves me no matter what,
i dont know why i cant bring myself to stand up.
mayb bcuz i feel that my life isnt going the way it shld go?
or i'm too sinful?
wat rubbish ya?
but no one really knows how it feels.

sad thing #3
I CANT CRY!

alright.
that's about it.

and as for today.
i really thank God for a good rest.
cuz suddenly,
today's activities were cancelled.
first was work.
den the free tutoring thingy.
den drumming lessons.
den outreach due to the rain.
thank God that i can finally take a break.
but next weekend is gonna b hectic again.
ohh well.

anyway,
i went out with jas and mic today again!
after outreach!
my sis hadta go to work.
so yea.

we went to northpoint for dinner.
had our BUBBLE TEA.
but no oreo.
:(

and we went to food court!
budget lah.
hahaha.
me and mic had tomyam!
while jas had some beef thingy.
heh.

we went to walk walk after that.
went to popular
was supposed to buy assessments for myself.
end up with one GP essay book
and a word search book
AND a sudoku book!
wahaha.
xD
also cant find any math assesment books mah.
so liddat loh.
hehe.

we went to the arcade too!
played bishi bashi!
and den bball!
quite crappy.
i prefer the one at downtown east.
haha.

we wanted to watch movie after that.
so made our way to tamp mall.
and realised that there wasnt any timing for the movie we wanted.
and jas dont wanna watch TMNT!
:(
hahaha.

end up,
we went EAT.
AGAIN!
omg.
so fattening!
chocolates and fries!
hahaha.
we talked alot at macs too!
it was really great.
:)

anyway,
i really admire both of them.
able to share everything with each other.
wat's more,
they can just look for each other anytime.
cuz they're in the same house.
haha.
too bad i dont have that kind of luxury.
hahaha.

anyway,
--- finally said it today.
i wasnt ready for it.
at all.
i think i was just trying to avoid it.
that i dint make myself go think about it.
i just hope it does not change anything.
i want things to be the way it was like before.
i'm sorry i couldnt provide any answer.
i was just at a loss.
i dont wanna think about anything anymore.

NG YU XUAN!
i miss you like crazy can!
wont you please come back to me!
i need your shoulder!
:(
i miss those good old pri school days.
if given a chance,
i wont ever wanna go to a diff school from you.

i really wish like we had a set of fixed frens.
who will go with us whevever we go.
whichever school as well.
then we wont havta go thru the process of
meeting, knowing, and then parting.
:'(

people say must get to know more new frens.
but for me,
i rather have a small group of frens.
and den we'll be very close.
we share everything,
go thru thick and thin.
know each other inside out.
share our problems with one another.
and we know we'll have each other's back.
no matter wat happens.

no offence to my new frens out there.
it's not that i regret knowing u all.
mayb it's cuz i miss my old frens too much.
:(
i'm sorry!

just when you thot you're in the worst situation anyone can be in,
you find someone who's worst than you.
that's how ironic life is.
so we just gotta accept it.

anyway,
just when everything happened,
i had to fill in this stupid personal particulars form
and many questions asked bout my family.
whether parents live together, divorced, separated.
do i like spending time with my family.
wat's my family income.
and all that stupid CRAP.
sigh.

i shall not think about that anymore.
besides, there's nothing that can be done.
i shall continue to go school with a big huge SMILE.
:)

many event coming up.
and i hope i will continue to be strong.
i'm glad and actually, thank God,
for helping me to stay awake in lectures.
i'm slowing improving already.
and i dont think coffee really helps.
HAH.

well,
i know many ppl around me are feeling down right now.
i just hope i can make their day.
just by being the crazy, hyper-active me.
cuz i wanna see their smile again.
:)

and if i ever become irritating in any way,
i hope u all can tell me
and i'll change for the better.
i'll talk less if that helps.
:D

finally,
JIAYOU to all out there
who happens to be thinking :
LIFE SUX.

well, it wont sux if it has GOD and VIRNICE.
:)

i think long mrt rides aint that bad afterall.
i did lots of thinking and reflection today.

mrs toh spoke to us after training today.
after that, was kangseng's turn.
i feel really motivated by all their advices and encouragement.

after much thinking,
i've decided that i shall not be so lazy anymore.
i must be more self-displined
and since i've commited myself to track,
i must be able to live with the consequences.

i'm also really glad that mrs toh mentioned bout having study groups before training.
not only will it help us to set aside time to do our hw,
i think it will also help bond the team together.

also, during that long mrt ride,
i had a long talk with God.
i really pray and hope that He will help me,
for these two hectic years of mine.
and it's only just the beginning.

i prayed for strength, wisdom, self-discipline and time management
and that i will set my priorities right.
since i have also taken up many commitments,
i must keep it well.
esp in the area of serving Him.
i shall not neglect Him.
:)

i shall be more hardworking.
and try my best not to fall asleep during lectures. =X
anyone have any ideas how not to fall asleep?
PLEASE TELL ME!
xD

i wanna start this year all over again.
i will :
PRAY HARD
STUDY HARD
TRAIN HARD
PLAY HARD
DRUM HARD
SING HARD
:)

ohhyea.
i'm really improving.
coach is very very very happy with my performance.
so, i will not stop trying even harder!
to do better than wat i am now.
next up would be the nat juniors!
i'm participating 400m hurdles!
need to train hurdles asap!

also, coach mentioned that ali and aaron would b joining aj for training on fridays!
WOOHOO!
cant wait to see them again!
:)

and he also mentioned that me and clar shld get to know the team.
including the guys.
cuz by july, they will need ppl to take over.

frankly,
i hope to be the captain once again.
not so that i can abuse my authority.
and start acting like a total idiot by odering ppl around
and thinking i'm so GREAT.
but because i really wanna lead a team again.

leading the team in TK was really a great experience for me.
and i have learnt much.
i hope to contribute to AJ track team as much as i THINK i did to TK track team.
i believe i have left sth in everyone of them
and i also believe they're in good hands right now.
:)

this time,
i may be the one assisting clar
instead of the other way round.
who knows.
:)

but sometimes i really ask myself.
whether i'm ready to take up all the responsibilities
if i really get the capt's position.
needless to say,
there is so much more to do here in AJ
than in TK.
so, AM I READY?

well, that has to wait for now.
plus, i think gotta see my results too.
so i better start bucking up now.
haha.

anyway,
my dad left for SUDAN;AFRICA
yesterday night.
we had swensen at the airport before he left.
and as USUAL,
my sis wasnt there.
sigh.

before he left for his gate,
my two younger sis gave him a hug.
and SO DID I.

u know, that's the like i dont know in how many million years
since i hugged him.
i think the last time was when i was still a small kid.

my mum gave him a hug too.
i felt like scolding him when he gave like a little reluctant face.
crappy.
sigh.

u do not wanna know wat has happened to this family.
all u needa know is,
I LOVE MY PARENTS.
ALOT.

even tho many hurtful things happened.
affected me much
but i never showed it.
and she STILL loves him.
sigh.

i never showed my mum or dad,
how affected i was at my dad's departure yest nite.
yes, it isnt his first time.
but this time,
i suddenly feel that he's so far.
mayb cuz all the while he has been going to indo
and now, he's going to AFRICA.
and i think mayb no one knows,
but i'm gonna miss him.

even tho once in a while i'll blame him for everything that has happened
and b angry
but he's still my dad.
there's no way i can hate him.

we went to the toilet after his departure.
and i cried in the cubicle.
silently of cuz.
i dint want my mum or younger sis to know.
and deep down,
i knew my mum was very affected by his departure too.

he said he'll b back in two months.
but who knows.
with the world so hectic now.
he's getting further and further away frm this family.
wat's worst is,
he DONT have God.
wat am i to do.
:'(

and because of everything,
because of the people i love
and because of the people who loves me,
i will and must change.
i will be more responsible.
and i will bring joy to this family.

dont worry mum,
you still have me.
:)

i love you both.

i just got my HORRENDOUS timetable today.
lessons end SUPER LATE.
on days i DONT have training.
HOW NICE.
-.-

but guess wat.
i just found the solution too.
:)

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
-Matthew 11:28.
:)

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!
just like i know everyone else does too.
xD

okay.
i'm pretty happy yet heartbroken too.
all beacuse of saturday!
hmph.
drumming lesson was cancelled as zoe couldnt make it
and kirk thot it would b good to take a break.
so, i went out with my sis, jasmine and michelle!
xD

well, as expected,
i was late.
heh.
many many people called me to wake me up.
thanks to my sis.
ask my mum.
ask my younger sis.
ask jasmine.
haiyo!
so many miss calls when i woke up.
heh.
=X

we met up at orchard mrt and walked to cine.
how lame can that be.
you must be wondering why dint we just meet up at somerset mrt right?
i'm wondering the same thing too.
HMMM..

so anyway,
we watched HAPPILY NEVER AFTER!
cute but retarded show.
and guess wat?
i slept during the so called exciting part of the show.
-.-
ohhman!
HOW CAN?!!
i was really very tired!
BUT, AHHHH!!!
wasted my NINE BUCKS!!
crappy.

ohh ohh.
before the show, we took neoprints!
hahaha.
super funny can.

and we went to taka after the show.
FOOD PARADISE.
hahhaa.
me and my sis were fasting.
so we hadta roam around and take our own sweet time to do every little thing.
and we finally got seats in that crowded place.
THANK GOD. :)
we sat and waited.
and waited.
and we already planned wat we were gonna eat.
such PIGS!
ohhmy.
hahaha.
i shant elaborate further on wat we ate.
top secret.
xD

my sis left after eating as she had to work.
and as me, jas and mic dint wanna go home yet,
we went to walk around.
which end up, SHOPPING!!
ohhman.
you can imagine all that money spent!!
i shall now tell u wat i bought.

#1 BAG
and not sling bag.
those kind of hang on the shoulders one.
i cant believe i bought it loh.
that would b my first time buying those kinda bags.
i think everyone will b shocked to see me carrying it as well.
hmm.

#2 SHOES
and it's not those kind of normal shoes!
is those that you dont wear socks!
forgot wat u called that.
but it so reminded me of ballerina shoes!
but i kinda like it.
just that i dont think anyone can imagine me wearing it.
like, when did i become so lady-like can?
-.-

#3 THREE SHIRTS!
from this shop at bugis street.
the shirts there are super cute lah.
wish i could just buy the whole shop.
wahaha.
so anyway, one shirt says,
"ALWAYS LATE, BUT WORTH THE WAIT."
love it man! applys to me ALOT.
hehe.
another says,
"explain to me again why i need a boyfriend?"
so cute can!
hahaha.
and the last one says,
"hand over the CHOCOLATES and nobody gets hurt."
HAHAHAH!!
this is really funny.
gosh.
love the shirts man!
there was one that reads,
"FRIENDS DONT LET FRIENDS TALK TO UGLY GUYS."
wahaha. super cute.
but beyond budget already lah.
so couldnt buy.
super sad.
:(

#4 and some other little things
like hp socks.
and others.

#5 FOOD!
i spent alot on food that day lah can!
and bubble tea!
drank it like twice can!
gosh!
i feel FAT.
okay nvm.
i AM FAT!
boohoo lah.
:(

so yea.
i spent like over $100 on just sat!!
cant believe it.
this is the 2nd time that such a thing happened.
i dont know wat caused the change too.

looking back,
i am really satisfied with the things i bought.
but i just feel that this isnt really me.
i dont spend money liddat.
the very first time i did that was when i was going thru a really bad period of time.
and i was really sad, depressed and all.
den i went to shop.
bought over $100 as well.
this is the 2nd time.
sigh.

when will i go back to the way i used to be?

anyway, that's all my HARD-EARNED MONEY!!
ohhman.
crappy.
xing tong can!
:(

and okay.
i'm beginning to freak out alittle.
cuz of my leg.
it's not surprising that i'm talking to my legs nowadays.
BLAH.

plus, so many competitons coming up.
how can i stop to rest!
i dont want the same thing to happen again!!
just before nationals i have this STUPID TOE FRACTURE
and i couldnt RUN!!
my FOUR YEARS OF EFFORT goes down,
JUST LIDDAT!!
i dont want that..
sigh.

wat should i do..
even if i stop now,
i'll still havta go back to square one again..
i dont want that!
not when i'm currently improving.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...........

*God, help me.

PRAISE THE LORD!

guess wat?
the competition on sunday is OFF!
there were some probs with the submission of the entry forms.
God is so good.
: )

that leaves us with the SPH comp next weekend!
cant wait. :)
actually, i'm more of scared. and nervous.
hehe.

today, we trained relay again!
i think me clar joanne and angela were the slackiest ppl.
hahaha.
kingyin ariana wanling and the guys did reps today.
can see they were all so tired.
well, we did our part too!
by cheering!
heh.
xD
OHH OHH.
and mr ang joined us for training today!
as in, he actually run with the guys!
it's so cool can.
if only TK had such enthusiastic track teachers.
hmm.

well, i showed coach the letter today.
he kept asking me how i got that injury
but i couldnt answer him cuz i myself dont know.
nevertheless, he allowed me to train.
xD

but i feel bad.
cuz i kinda lied to him.
when he asked me if my knee hurt after doing sprinting work,
i said abit when actually, it hurt more than abit.
but the more i ran, the pain lessen.
which is a really good thing.
: )

however, after training,
my knee there swelled up abit more than wat it initially looked like.
i was quite scared and panicked a little.
and i couldnt ice it as the pe dept was locked
and there were simply no teachers.
*mr ang left already.
i had no choice but to use the ice cold water from the water cooler.
it helped the swelling go down abit.

anyway, coach said something today that made me really happy.
he said that i've improved alot.
moving ahead and faster.
that made me gain confidence for the race next weekend!

moreover, on monday,
we had a 120m time trial.
and i actually ran 17.91s!
it is my personal best!
i never thot i would reach 17s plus.
thanks to xuelin.
cuz i ran with her that day.
: )
i'm aiming for 17.5s now.
hehe.

virnice, JIAYOU.
:)

i think i'm left with myself to encourage myself.
not forgetting i can lean on God always.
cuz everyone discouraging me frm my actions.
even my track mates are calling me SIAO.
for dont caring everything and RUN.
sigh.

but, i'm not gonna give up.
because i know i cant let them down.
most imptly,
i cant let COACH down.
he knows i'm keen in running.
and i know he's happy with my performance right now.
i'm not letting anything ruin that.



*i realised,
wo lian ku de li liang tou mei you le.
i dont even have the tinist bit of energy to cry.
in other words,
I CANT CRY.
despite everything that's happening right now.

not only my knee.
but me, leaving my frens.
and that day,
when Gina cried on my shoulder,
i so badly wanted to cry as well.
cuz parting aint easy.
but i just couldnt.

shi bu shi wo mei you yong qi ku?
zhi pa mei you ren hui le wo.
sigh.

i hate the way i am now.

well, i have a bad news.
but mayb i shall talk bout that later.

hmm.
i've been having fun these few days.
and i'm starting to feel real bad.
because it dawned on me that i havent been studying!
=X

i shall start mugging tmr.
if not, i wont b able to catch up
as i've been slping during lectures.
hehe.

ohh yes.
i'm gonna train for bball.
cuz i wanna help region A!
i wanna b VERSATILE.
YEA.
and i'm supposedly good in 3 pointer shoots.
hehe.

so anyway,
i had my third pdg outing on tuesday!
it was really really fun.
i bought my uniform on that day too.
: )

initially, the plan was to collect the class jersey
den go sentosa and have fun.
but something went wrong with the supplier
and we couldnt collect it.
stupid stupid.
so, end up, we all just went to sentosa,
EMPTY-HANDED.

wat's worst is,
char, shirley and gina dint bring extra shirt
cuz they wanted to wear the jersey immediately after showering at sentosa.
thus, we had to go buy shirt just for that.
gina and char bought tank tops
while ahhma bought a shirt.
i couldnt resist it and bought a razor back too!
HAHA.
: )

okay.
i will blog about the details in the o6/07 blog
once SHAWN WONG DE WEI upload the photos!
hmph!

so anyway,
i'm in 07/07!!
for second intake!
so crappy.
kena separated with most 06/07 (pae) ppl.
sigh.
thank God i still got shirley!
: )

but i'm in cougar!
loser house!
gosh..
=X
nvm, me and kingyin will bring it to higher grounds!!
muahahha!
xD

hmm
on wednesday,
i went to escape with my og, UNCIA!
well, only 9 ppl went.
but it wasnt so bad.
: )

escape is quite rip off lah can.
$16.50 per entry.
i got $6 off
thanks to karmun.
: )
i cant believe i threw away mine $6 off voucher
cuz i dint think i would go back there.
sian.
but thank God for karmun.
hehe.

well, the rides werent as fun.
mayb cuz i've sat it many times.
plus i wasnt feeling so well.
the going around made things worst.
felt like puking.
so dint take a few rides.
i felt really bad.
but i hope i dint spell the moods of my dear frens.
: )

we lunched at BK at bout 1 plus.
cuz kar mun got voucher.
haha.
she sounds like those kinda kiasu singaporeans.
but she's not okayy!
she's really nice.
xD

we went to arcade after eating.
karmun and me LOVE to play the basketball one.
we just keep shooting and shooting.
HAHA.
we aimed to reach level 4
but level 3 was our highest.
there were even times when we only reached level 2.
-.-
hahaha.
but it was really fun.

den it started to pour
and cuz we were indoor.
nobody noticed.
and so, i cant leave for training.
but as soon as it stopped,
i left.
but then i realised that i confirm late for training le.
cuz i still hadta go home to get my stuff.

i met sarah on the way home.
she's so cute and blur.
she missed the JAE exercise period.
so funny can.
haha!
but she managed to appeal to MJ and got in.
thank God.
: )

i had to take cab down to AJ
cuz i was running late.
i still hadta go to the lockers to collect my uniform
which ahhma helped me to change the size.
she's so nice.
: )

training started not long later.
and it was quite encouraging to see the large no. of ppl who turned up.
and we trained relay!
it was so fun to b able to do that again.
i missed nationals relay last year due to my fractured toe.
and i was relaly discouraged and sad after that.
it feels really good to be able to say, "UP"
and pass the baton,
and seeing the person whom received the baton from you,
run to the next person.
you cant help it but have the smile of success.
: )
i wont ever forget that feeling.
thus, i cant wait for the next relay training.

SPH is coming up next sunday.
and i really feel honoured to be part of the school's
4X100m relay team.
i mean, i dint think i would have a chance as there are many better runners than me.
i would say, i'm one of the slowest there.
and so, when coach pointed to me as he was mentioning who would b running,
nothing could express the amount of joy i was feeling.
and all the more,
i dont wanna let him down,
seeing that he trust me so much.

this is where the bad news come in.
i went to see the doc today
because of the pain that i feel at my knee.
and i thank God his words werent those that i fear of.
but it wasnt really good as well.

thank God i dint hear,
"if you race this sunday, you may never be able to run again."
abit kua zhang i know.
but it was all the fear that i felt.

at first, the doc checked with me about my old injury.
check to see if everything's okayy.
and yea i told him better.
den he ask got new injury
and i said yea and pointed to my knee.
den he was like,
ahh, that's y u're here today.
hmm.

he made me do exercise to figure out wa's wrong.
he made me hold on to the bed, stand on one foot
and bend my knee.
my left knee could bend straight
but my right could only bent inwards.
and i dint even notice lah can.
den he asked me to try and bend straight but i couldnt.
sigh.

he was quite worried initally
cuz he thot it was another stress fracture.
but after much observation,
he says it's the muscle.
to double-check,
he made me do bounding and tug jumps.

that also made me realised how much i know bout the names of exercises.
=X
at that point of time,
it made me wonder wat can of crap athlete am i.
even the basic exercises i also dont know the names.
and when he ask me show him how i stretch my hamstring,
i actually showed him how i stretch my quarts.
-.-
it was so embarrasing can.
i must brush up on that.
sigh.

so, the doc said i've got a partial muscle tear.
on the right lateral hamstring.
mayb i should type out the letter that he wrote to coach.
for better understanding of my injury.
not that anyone should care,
but ya.

15 March 2007
Track and Field Coach
Anderson JC

Virnice is current under my cae for a strain of the right biceps femoris tendon (lateral hamstring).
She has been started on physio which involves flexibility, massage and soft tissue release. Please excuse her from interval work, hamstring curls, squats and pylometric drills for the next one month.
She is keen to race for the next 2 weeks - i have advised her to strap the thigh to unload the tendon, and to ice is immediately after training. After both races are over, she should avoid the above activities to allow tendon healing.

those are the exact words that my doc has written in the letter.
my doc is really really nice.
it's either he knows that the risk is minimal
OR
he understands how an athlete feels with regard to this kinda thing.
that's y he is letting me race.

actually,
i am really really really scared right now.
i'm having second thots bout racing.
but i cant afford to let the team down as well!
i did it once,
i dont wanna do it again!
i really wanna run for the relay.
i dont mind not participating in the all comers meet this sunday.
but i really do want to run for the relay.

why do all this things occur just before a competition?!
i told God,
if i go to TJ,
i would give up on track.
but if i go back to AJ,
i wont!
so now that i'm back at AJ,
isnt it clear that God wants me to stay in track?
that's our agreement!

but WHY WHY WHY.
everyone is telling me,
it's a SIGN.
you shouldnt run anymore.
blah blah blah.

cant i hear,
vir, i know you can do it.
no matter wat,
we will always be behind you.
but we hope you know wat's good for you.
dont give up.
dont be discouraged.
you can fall on us anytime.
we'll be there for you.
JIAYOU.
ALL THE WAY.

i wanna hear those words!!
and not those,
SEE LAH, tell you dont run already.
i had enough.

IF YOU WERE ME, WILL YOU STILL RUN?

and because you arent me,
you'll tell me,
NO, DONT RUN.

who really knows how i feel.
only my doctor and God ba.
*God, please tell me wat i should do.
sigh.

well, i'm back here to blog by popular demand!
hahaha.
JOKE.

hmm btw, if you're here for the 0607 post dedication,
go to 06/07 blog.
: )

so, in case any of you were wondering,
i'm back at ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE.
i think the only reason why i'm back there,
is because of
TRACK. COACH. MY DEAR SENIORS. MY BELOVED FRENS.

i'm not crazy over that school.
and i seriously have no idea how am i gonna cope with the distance everday for the next two years.
but since God has placed me there,
i SHOULD and i WILL trust Him.
: )

well, almost every jc dropped one point this year.
heard tj is 6 points.
while aj is 8 points.
and hcj is 3 points.
and blah blah blah.
so yea,
i'm back at AJ!
: )

hmm.
many were happy to see me back there,
I HOPE.
haha.
but some claim that i looked sad.
well, i dont know exactly how i feel bout this whole thing.
but i think i'll get over it.
nothing can change already.
so why do i even bother.
haha.

and MANY asked me if i appealed to TJ.
i tell you ah,
ask me somemore, i appeal den you know.
hahaha.

i really dint have any thots bout appealing loh.
cuz i just wanted to go where God brings me.
and for once, dont appeal.
den ppl keep asking me.
like i die die also MUST MUST MUST appeal liddat.
haiyer.

but frankly ah,
this time i dint appeal,
everything feels so different.
like first day of orientation,
i actually see my name in the PRINTED list.
wahaha.
i'm mad.
but it feels kinda good.
DIFFERENTLY good.
hahaha.
: )

yeps.
and for your info,
i ponned the next two days of orientation!
wahaha.
with clar.
i feel so bad lah.
cuz it's like as if i influenced her to pon with me. =X

but it's really sian lah.
going thru everything all over again.
the games may b different.
but it's just really boring lah.

plus my og is not really fun.
=X
i mean the girls lah.
they like not really sociable leh.
like i'm a very difficult person to talk to liddat.

and the OGFs,
CMI lah can.
peers CANNOT lead peers.
i repeat again,
PEERS CANNOT LEAD PEERS.
there's just isnt this amt of respect.
orientation 1 is so much better.
and that's y i dont wanna b ogf too.
i mean, i really love the cheering and everything.
it's fun.
thus, i wanna b OGL! next year!
YAY!
: )

anyway,
the IT fair is crazy lah can.
caused my workplace to be filled with SO MANY people.
eat eat eat.
HUMANS ARE PIGS!
wahhaa.
like cannot stop eating liddat.
i see the same few ppl a few times lah.
aiyer.

and yest!
which is sat,
went out with the ZHU CLAN!
miss them so much can!
and finally!
I SEE ANNE!
my beloved nuerr!
xD

we went east coast.
i cycled there frm my hse.
butt pain can.
wahaha.

met up with the rest there.
most of them were late loh.
i thot i was late enuf.
haha.
den they went to rent bikes.
and we cycled all the way to the hawker centre.
near tpj x-country there.
so crowded lah can.
den elaine suggested that we dao bao den go to near the cable ski there to eat.
so cool loh.

ppl were water skiing there.
den we went crazy.
cheered for them.
and guess wat?!
we saw a crab in the skiing area!
yes, a CRAB!!
can u believe it?!!
so COOL CAN.
hahhaa.
and ppk tried to feed it with a piece of CHICKEN.
please loh!
CRABS ARE SEA CREATURES!
since when they eat chicken.
my gosh.
WAHHAHA.
funny lah she.

den we took pictures and all.
went crazy.
scream here and there.
it was so fun.
i really miss hanging out with them.
sigh.

why do i keep parting with the people i love.
i cant seem to find the right one that will stick with me thru watever.
sigh.
okayy okayy.
going OFF topic.

anyway,
WUZUN IS CUTE.

LOVE!

hello.
well, had my PDG outing today!
at marina bay.
STEAMBOAT! : )

V I R N I C E
there's no one else like me cause' God made me special. (:
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