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Monday, March 26, 2007

11:14 PM Y



just the girl.

i think long mrt rides aint that bad afterall.
i did lots of thinking and reflection today.

mrs toh spoke to us after training today.
after that, was kangseng's turn.
i feel really motivated by all their advices and encouragement.

after much thinking,
i've decided that i shall not be so lazy anymore.
i must be more self-displined
and since i've commited myself to track,
i must be able to live with the consequences.

i'm also really glad that mrs toh mentioned bout having study groups before training.
not only will it help us to set aside time to do our hw,
i think it will also help bond the team together.

also, during that long mrt ride,
i had a long talk with God.
i really pray and hope that He will help me,
for these two hectic years of mine.
and it's only just the beginning.

i prayed for strength, wisdom, self-discipline and time management
and that i will set my priorities right.
since i have also taken up many commitments,
i must keep it well.
esp in the area of serving Him.
i shall not neglect Him.
:)

i shall be more hardworking.
and try my best not to fall asleep during lectures. =X
anyone have any ideas how not to fall asleep?
PLEASE TELL ME!
xD

i wanna start this year all over again.
i will :
PRAY HARD
STUDY HARD
TRAIN HARD
PLAY HARD
DRUM HARD
SING HARD
:)

ohhyea.
i'm really improving.
coach is very very very happy with my performance.
so, i will not stop trying even harder!
to do better than wat i am now.
next up would be the nat juniors!
i'm participating 400m hurdles!
need to train hurdles asap!

also, coach mentioned that ali and aaron would b joining aj for training on fridays!
WOOHOO!
cant wait to see them again!
:)

and he also mentioned that me and clar shld get to know the team.
including the guys.
cuz by july, they will need ppl to take over.

frankly,
i hope to be the captain once again.
not so that i can abuse my authority.
and start acting like a total idiot by odering ppl around
and thinking i'm so GREAT.
but because i really wanna lead a team again.

leading the team in TK was really a great experience for me.
and i have learnt much.
i hope to contribute to AJ track team as much as i THINK i did to TK track team.
i believe i have left sth in everyone of them
and i also believe they're in good hands right now.
:)

this time,
i may be the one assisting clar
instead of the other way round.
who knows.
:)

but sometimes i really ask myself.
whether i'm ready to take up all the responsibilities
if i really get the capt's position.
needless to say,
there is so much more to do here in AJ
than in TK.
so, AM I READY?

well, that has to wait for now.
plus, i think gotta see my results too.
so i better start bucking up now.
haha.

anyway,
my dad left for SUDAN;AFRICA
yesterday night.
we had swensen at the airport before he left.
and as USUAL,
my sis wasnt there.
sigh.

before he left for his gate,
my two younger sis gave him a hug.
and SO DID I.

u know, that's the like i dont know in how many million years
since i hugged him.
i think the last time was when i was still a small kid.

my mum gave him a hug too.
i felt like scolding him when he gave like a little reluctant face.
crappy.
sigh.

u do not wanna know wat has happened to this family.
all u needa know is,
I LOVE MY PARENTS.
ALOT.

even tho many hurtful things happened.
affected me much
but i never showed it.
and she STILL loves him.
sigh.

i never showed my mum or dad,
how affected i was at my dad's departure yest nite.
yes, it isnt his first time.
but this time,
i suddenly feel that he's so far.
mayb cuz all the while he has been going to indo
and now, he's going to AFRICA.
and i think mayb no one knows,
but i'm gonna miss him.

even tho once in a while i'll blame him for everything that has happened
and b angry
but he's still my dad.
there's no way i can hate him.

we went to the toilet after his departure.
and i cried in the cubicle.
silently of cuz.
i dint want my mum or younger sis to know.
and deep down,
i knew my mum was very affected by his departure too.

he said he'll b back in two months.
but who knows.
with the world so hectic now.
he's getting further and further away frm this family.
wat's worst is,
he DONT have God.
wat am i to do.
:'(

and because of everything,
because of the people i love
and because of the people who loves me,
i will and must change.
i will be more responsible.
and i will bring joy to this family.

dont worry mum,
you still have me.
:)

i love you both.

VIRNICE.






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