Tuesday, June 05, 2007
11:51 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
i feel so drained out.
like every bit of my energy slowly going away.
things are starting to pile up.
more and more work to be done.
mid years are barely 3 weeks away.
and i hardly even started.
i desperately need help in my studies.
but everyone else desperately needs help too.
SIGH.
and more things to add on.
nationals is in a month's time.
i dont even feel prepared.
i'm scared.
really afraid.
dont wanna disappoint coach.
his faith in our batch feels like a burden to me.
it's so heavy that i cant seem to find anymore strength to carry it.
SIGH.
still, i wanna try my best.
i want US to try OUR best.
AJ track team shall rise up.
and we shall run like never before!
we'll make history. :)
DISTRACTIONS!
PLEASE GO AWAY!
I DONT NEED YOU NOW.
I NEED TO FOCUS.
CRUCIAL PERIOD NOW.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.
GOD HELP ME.
you've changed.you feel like a different person.i dont seem to know you anymore.but it's in a good way?i guess so.she's doing a good job.and i'm happy for the both of you.:)if you really wanna help US,we should keep a distance.tho i would say we are already quite far now.but not far enuf.thanks for everything.it seems like things can never be as before.where i can just turn to u for any problems.as a really good friend.it's just not the same.jiayou and God bless.
