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Thursday, June 21, 2007

10:25 PM Y

♥ just the girl.

okok.
i'm sorry i MIA again.
heh.

so anyway,
lots of things had happened.
yest night i mentally broke down.
i was yelling at almost everyone.
not verbally of course.
it's thru sms.
it was crazy.

first it was this kor that i have.
my pri sch fren.
one day he just comes up to me
and say stupid things which i dont even wanna mention.
makes me wonder the value of those words to him.
that he so easily spat out to a person that he hasnt seen for AT LEAST ONE YEAR.
it's totally rubbish.
and i couldnt accept it.
dumb to the core can.

and den another is that wee.
somehow i just blew up at him.
and just say everything.
i dont know why i did it.
and i know i shldnt
cuz he has his own problems too.

ironically, yest was one of the better days too.
cuz i wrote a jiayou card to gina.
as well as a card to my dearest sister.
which i actually tuo for very long already
and dint have time to write.
so ya.
i wrote everything that i felt.
all my thots.
i pen them down.
and gave it to her this morning.
she said she was touched. :)

and note to SOMEONE:
JERK.
thanks cuz i got her back frm ur stinko hands.
now SHOO please. :D

hahaha.
i feel so relieved now.
i believe that one day,
when someone comes up to me
and ask me who's my best friend,
i can say:
MY SISTER.
:)

i really thank God for her.
and i think God has really changed her alot.
she's different.
and i know that both of us are slowly improving.
so that we can be better sisters to each other.
iloveher. :D

okok.
i kinda dont really like myself.
i thot i could live with the fact that it's over.
but the truth is,
it's deep down inside HERE.

i know they cared about my feelings too.
so they dint do until very obvious.
but i know.
i just know.
it's still obvious to me no matter how hard they try.
sigh.

but anyway,
it finally dawned on me that,
i do NOT want a boyfriend.
at least not yet.
i'm stiil wondering how jc ppl cope with BGR.
where got time to have bf sia.
hahaha.
ohh well.
i'll just have my eye candies for now.
no time for all that crap.
MR RIGHT just gotta wait.
:D

ohh yes.
my dearest Gina is in hospital now! :(
she fell off the bike that fateful chalet day.
and it was really really bad.
i was shocked when i saw the state she was in as she returned to the chalet.
it was horrendous. =X
i almost puke.
now u can see why i CANT be a doctor.

so anyway, we sent her home.
and her mum brought her to the hospital.
she took x-ray and found out that she fractured her facial bones!
poor girl.
i was so worried about her.

den one day she called me.
and she was crying.
den she told me she was going for an operation.
i was speechless.
i dint know how to comfort her.
i know she was afraid.
she msg me and said she was scared.
i experience that kind of fear before
as i have gone thru an operation last time.

to cut the long story short,
thank God she is now at TTS hospital.
SAFE AND SOUND.
the operation was a success!
PRAISE GOD!
i got as many people as i could to pray for her.
so you see,
praying does help. :)
now we shall just pray for speedy recovery!
and she'll be pretty as ever! :D

to GINA.
girl! you're so brave and i'm so proud of you!
please do rest well and DO NOT study.
i repeat, DO NOT STUDY k.
den u'll have a speedy recovery.
dont be sad anymore ya.
we can still organise outings again alright.
u must jiayou okay!
dont give up cuz the whole of 0607 will be behind ya!
JIAYOU.
we love you! :D

hmm that brings me to my next point.
remember the operation i went thru last yr?
well, i think that stupid bone is growing back.
and today was really bad.
the left side of my head was hurting so badly.
never before did i feel such pain.
to the extent that i was like holding my head all the time.
couldnt really think and walk properly.
and my guess is that stupid bone acting up.
but i hope i'm wrong.
cuz i dont wanna go thru another operation again.
i'll going for my check up at CGH tmr.
please pray for me.
thank you. :)

ohhyes.
did i ever mention that i love the physio team at CGH medical centre.
they rock can.
ever since i went in there,
they have been taking very good care of me.
many a times, the things they do make my injury hurt alot.
but that's how i can recover right?
the main thing is,
they make me feel loved.
a feeling i would like to call, FAMILY.
a sensitive word which i do not want to elaborate on.
they are just really nice people.

there is edmund.
his surname is NG too!
i could call him daddy man!
hahaha. :D
he's always the bad guy doing those painful massages
but i know it's for my own good.

and fawzi.
he's cute and funny.
but he's also the one always encouraging me.
like today,
he was like, go on vir!
and, you'll be alright vir.
:)

and pauline!
my physiotherapist!
those two mentioned above are the sports trainer btw.
so yea.
everytime she gives me the work out,
i'll frown a little.
and she'll be like, dont try that.
dont sulk.
in a joking way.
but surprisingly, it just keeps me going. :)

and this another physio!
whom i dont know his name.
heh.
he's just cute.
hahaha.
today he was like,
are you YUN WEN.
i was stunned.
and thot, why cant you say virnice instead?
hahaha.

and at that time, this new sports trainer was massaging my ITBs.
so after i told him, yes, i'm YUN WEN ( -.- )
den he was like, okay just checking.
and den he said, ENJOY.
so crappy!
but cute.
haha! :D

and last but not least,
DAVID!
hahaha.
he's just this male nurse there.
ready to help out.
and he just always ask me:
how? can? alright?
hahaha.
funny and nice guy. :)

so yupp.
that's about the physio team at CGH.
nice and loving people. :D

i guess everything is slowly starting to fall into place.
except for the fact that i'm so NOT ready for mid year CT!
AHHHH!!!!!
i really think i'm gonna flunk it.
serious.
no joke.
no what hidden tiger.
ahhhhh...
i'm so dead....

*God help me......

VIRNICE.