ohyaa.
then fri was 4x100m relay!
i dint run. :(
gave my place to angela.
cuz i felt i could not focus on so many events.
already had 100mH 400mH and 4x400m.
but i actually really wanted to run for the team.
nvm still got next year. :)
and anyway, i still went.
as reserve and as CHEER and SUPPORT.
my speciality. :D
anyway, we got 9th!
what a waste.
missed the finals by ONE position.
but it was a good run. :)
NEXT YEAR. :D
so anyway, i cried on friday night too!
just felt very stressed out and all.
thinking of promos.
how am i gonna survive it.
den in the shuttle.
just cried like crap.
=X
on sat i had hurdles training in the morning.
after that went for blood donation drive in evangel! :)
well, sad to say,
i was REJECTED.
cuz i had low blood pressure. :(
nobody told me that after exercising,
will have low blood pressure!
how i know lo.
so in the end couldnt donate. :(
and i was pricked for nothing!
they hadta test my blood first.
prick me with some thingy.
so pain!
dont like that feeling.
and blood kept flowing out.
and the guy kept squeezing my finger!
so EEEEWWWWW (jas copyrighted)
but anyway, thank God,
this time my sis was successful. :)
ohhya.
forgot to mention that when i was REJECTED,
i actually cried.
not so obviously. just little tears here and there.
so stupid right.
crying over such small things.
i guess it's just that it was my first time being able to donate blood.
and i really wanted to help.
but was REJECTED.
there was this sense of helplessness.
and REJECTIONS really make one feel lousy.
ohhyes.
and bf was supposed to come meet me in church!
but he dint.
so SAD. :(
hahaha.
then had create prac with regD.
at some studio at JURONG EAST.
was their drummer for the vocal group.
had alot of issues with them.
was quite unhappy initally.
but after much understanding,
the situation became better.
so i shall not elaborate on that. :)
after that, had canvas art at jy's hse again.
ohh btw, jy's mum is an artist.
and she gave us many many many tips.
to the extent that i thot she was like being abit... over.. that kind.
dont know howta say also.
but then again, her tips are really helpful.
so, i'm sorry, jy's mummy!
but YOU ROCK. :D
ohhyes.
sunday was another crying day for me.
was on duty at rzone.
and guess what.
out of the FOUR songs that i was supposed to play,
i only know ONE song.
everyday. king of majesty. beauty of simplicity and words are not enuf.
i only know king of majesty.
at that time,
i felt so useless.
unable to contribute much to the worship team.
somehow felt so stressed up.
and den i cried.
=X
my sis, singtee and taoliang prayed for me.
thank you all so much.
really needed it at that time. :)
so yea. that's about my crying week.
HAH.
alright.
sorry to disappoint you all.
but i gotta stop here.
cuz it's getting late.
will continue tmr.
hope i will be able to. :)
night!
