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Friday, August 31, 2007

11:36 PM Y



just the girl.

hello hello! (:
it's the end of the month!
so guess what,
it's a NEW BEGINNING for my smses! :D
my august is like so dead please.
at least 3336 sms. -.-
NEW RECORD. hah.
last one was at 2901.
hahaha. :D

woots.
i slept at like 4plus last nite?
desperately trying to finish the teachers' day flowers.
and some cards.
which i dumbly did NOT give some today.
while the flowers kinda unfolded cuz they got squashed in my bag. -.-
that's what u get for being lazy okay! ):

and and, i'm sorry but i ponned sch today. ):
because aj is how dumb please.
lessons end at 4.45pm for me lah!
cuz we celebrated teachers' day on monday.
so it's normal friday for me if i went to sch.
PLEASE FEEL MY AGONY. :D

and so, i'm sorry shir, for pangsehing u and JH.
to do the magic thingy.
but i gave u all the COVER-UP idea!
hehe. :D

ok i went back to tk at ard 9.
and KWOK YEOK FEI was THREE hours late please. -.-
i waited alone like an idiot lah. ):

12 plus den all the old tksians started to flood tk.
saw many long-time-no-see frens.
some ppl look damn different lah.
almost couldnt recognised them. hah.

saw mrs tey, mr foo, mdm ong and ms yap today! :D
talked abit to each of them.
and it always gets weird when we run out of things to say.
or when we think we've talked for too long and needed to go,
it was so difficult to end the conversation. hah. :D

talked the longest to ms yap.
best geog teacher ever please. (:
she looks so stressed up, and so pale and weak.
poor thing.
think cuz prelims and Os coming. ):

and also, ms ada tan left already lah! ):
my fav e math teacher please.
saw many new faces.
and some really old ones. hah. :D

and i saw him today too.
didnt have any big reactions.
even felt happy for him and her.
so YAY, i think i'm like totally over him.
WOOT. :D

was supposed to lunch with NINE,
or rather, FOUR. -.-
and cuz the twins came quite late.
so we left tk quite late too.
so no choice. ):
i cant believe i chose mugging over them lah! ):

and so it's the meeting up with the two PAs at northpoint.
wanted to study at BK.
but PA1 saw his frens. -.-
at first i suggested bishan,
PA2 say dont want see his frens.
den go yishun, see PA1 frens.
so ma fan please. -.-
might as well go kembangan.
hahaha. :D

so end up, we WALKED to yishun library,
only to find out it was too small to fit the three of us. -.-
went to macs instead lah.
and mugging session begins. :D
by then, we wasted bout 1 hr just looking for a place to study. -.-
how dumb! hahaha.

PA1 disgressed after awhile.
with his dumb psp. -.-
and PA2 decided to test him.
and because he studied the BOOK OF LOVE,
he could rmb that THE GREAT DEPRESSION HAPPENED IN 1928. :D

as for me, i was being the good influence there! :D
and application of integration couldnt get into my dumb brain,
so i worked on differential equations.
which i totally messed up as well. -.-
so FRUITLESS today. ):

and teacher did not prove himself PRO today.
but he did prove that i'm DUMB.
thanks hor. -.-

dinner was at food court at northpoint.
met up with jas and mich.
mich trimmed her hair. :D

and it was chicken cutlet noodle for me,
black pepper chicken fried rice for jas,
diet for mich,
and ban mians for the two PAs.
and of course, BUBBLE TEA. :D

woot.
big news.
JASMINE GAN REJECTED BUBBLE TEA TODAY!
ohh how is that possible?
SAI STOMACH. ):

and did i metion that dinner was my first meal for today?
other than that, had only one wang wang.
plus an ice cream from macs before dinner.
so WOOT.
i hope i lose those fats. and FAST. :D

i feel so fat please!
havent run in ages lah! ):
ANGELA LAI!
u better YUE wo to run soon!
and heh, i know we're supposed to self train today.
but ponning sch was too tempting. :D
so please date me out again for RUNNING and MUGGING! :D

ok we went to uncle tidbits after dinner.
me and jas bout sweets of love for our bfs.
and jas bought chocs of joy for PA1.
and i bought coke of joy for PA2.
see what nice bosses they have lah! :D
and they better feel joyful eating it. :D

service was quite chim today.
pastor dale shared about how our calling matters to God.
and it was the first time i saw so many words on the screen. hah.

1. God's calling does not require us to be number 1.
and the accomplishment of our dreams/careers does not neccessary lead to happiness.
making it number 1 is just knowing where God wants us to be,
serving Him with our BEST efforts. :D

2.God's calling does not mean attaining fulfilment.
it is possible to find meaning without achieving extraordinary success. (:

so, what is a calling?
it is simply God's shaping of our burden and beckoning us to our service to Him in the place and pursuit of HIS choosing, not ours.

and God reinforces His calling when we respond. (:
and we need FAITH to respond to the call of God.
if we know what is ahead of us, no FAITH is required!
and we all have sacred calling. (:

to see the zoomed-in picture, we need:
(a) to possess a prayer life!
(b) to possess humility
*the willingness to outshine, while shining for God! :D
(c) to possess the counsel and influence of godly men and women. (:

yupp, those are the main points of today's sharing.
i feel that it's very meaningful lah. (:
and i've been thinking bout becoming a g12 assistant all this while.
but i know, this kinda thing is must pastor approach u and all.
plus, i'm already back-up singer and a drummer.
is that considered two ministries already? ):
but in any case, i'll just pray bout it. (:

ohhyes.
sat with the gang during service today.
WOOTS. :D
and bf! your hair is ok lah!
u dont need that dumb cap. :D
and sai stomach during service too. ):

hmm pastor queebeng talked to the runners after service.
just told us our positions for 4x100m and 4x200m.
i think dolphins got chance lah. WOOTS. :D
but still gotta depend on God. (:

and depression is so funny today lah please?
so random. hah.
bf was like just asking if we eating supper.
den i was like cant, cuz i wanna take the shuttle.
den depression was like EHH HE'S YOUR BF LEH.
hah! so random please! :D


ohh ohh and i saw camden today!
was asking him if he remembered my name.
and he was like, JIE JIE JERNICE!
hahaha. :D
okok. he still dint get the name right,
but at least, he remembered what he called me last sat!
WOOTS. :D

ok managed to catch the shuttle bus.
and i actually slept thru the whole journey.
and guess what.
i knocked my head against the window! ):
now not only arm got orh cheh,
now head also got orh cheh. ):

today on the way to yishun also hit my head against the glass panel thingy. ):
den i just pretended that nothing happened. =/
so paiseh lah. hah. :P
so i need a shoulder please.
this is not the first time. haha. :D
*are you willing to lend me that shoulder. (:

and ohh yes.
did i mention how popular the orh cheh on my arm is? -.-
everyone who saw that orh cheh,
runs enthusiastically towards me.
and start pressing it like nobody's business. -.-
they love to see me in pain. hah.
eg. ANNE CHUA AN-YUAN! :D

and it's mee sua for bestie.
so we took 67.
and i barely fell aslp again.
PHOBIA lah please. ):

RANDOM RANDOM! :D

will histories repeat themselves again?
i'm really really afraid.
because everything's happening just like before.

why cant things happen the same behind the rectangular screen
and right in front of my eyes.
am i walking in the right direction?

and was it merely a coincidence.
but there's no such thing as coincidence
because everything's under God's control.
so was it a kind of connection.
that lil connection. (:

VIRNICE.







Thursday, August 30, 2007

8:46 PM Y



just the girl.

ahhh, i wanted to blogged last nite.
but i pigged instead. -.-
argh i had to lie on my bed for 10 min?!
and 10 min became 4 hours. -.-

and i felt like sai last night please!
had stomach ache just before prayer request and testimony time.
told them my prayer request den went to toilet.
TWICE somemore! ):

and i dint get to eat my moo moo ice cream lah! ):
and alvin threatened to finish it!
AHHH, MY MOO MOO. ):

and bestie is back!
WOOT. :D
and her fren lost my camera cover lah. -.-
but i heard he bought another one for $15.
so it's BYE old camera cover
and HELLO new camera cover. :D

okok nothing really happened in sch yest.
just that yest during sch we followed mon timetable.
cuz aj is dumb. :D

so had pe lah.
and why wasnt there any threatening clouds?! -.-
so we ran four rounds
and den played badmintion.

and i went mad during math lect.
cuz i was desperately trying to stay awake.
den got once, WIFE smack my arm lah!
cuz i fell aslp. heh. :D

and after sch went to amk to some handicraft shop
to find flower making stuff.
i think i'm so dead please.
have less than 24 hours to make them!

shir accompanied me btw!
and everything also she helped me to ask.
WOOT shir rocks. :D
and we also got this flower + red pen for ms tay.

ohhyes. and we had MR BEAN ICE CREAM! :D
it was the third ice cream for me that day. hah.
and omg? i'm supposed to diet lah! -.-
nvm, mr bean is 4.2kg of fats ONLY.



went to meet jas and mich after that.
for dinner.
bf called me on the way.
and talked about his sai new haircut.
haha. i still think u look cute! :D
*tho i havent seen u yet. hehe.
and please DO NOT wear a cap. -.-

had dinner at bedok interchange.
saw zhang!
and he is like how funny please!
came up next to me and said,
IS THAT VIRNICE.
hahahha. so funny lah.
and when i said i was waiting for my frens,
he insisted i was waiting for my boyfriend. -.-

OHH YES. JASMINE GAN IS MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT?! :D
nel = bf
jas = boyfriend.
different please? :D

and it all started with my mum. -.-
was telling her that my bill gonna be real high this month.
ask her deduct from my allowance.
and den she went, YOU GOT BOYFRIEND AH?
last two nights, talking to who until so late?

it's JASMNE GAN please!
hahaha. :D
and so bf, i am FAITHFUL. :D

so anyway, it was chicken rice for dinner. :D
and beancurd for mich.
and wanton mee for jas. :D

we met pastor alan while waitng for bus to g12.
and he bought moo moo lah! :D
but had stomach ache when i was g12-ing.
argh. ):

and today is thursday.
and thursdays sux. ):
because it's always a long long day.
with like only 1 and a half hour break
in btwn my lessons frm 7.45am to 5.45pm.
sai lah. ):

but today stomach also damn shitty. ):
whole morning pain until like siao.
cant focus at all.
and den giant insisted that it was FOOD POISONING. -.-
i was so worried lah.
cuz got pain to the extent that i cant walk properly. ):

so after math lect,
i left to see the doc.
but by then, the pain almost gone.
giant and his sai logic. -.-
hahaha.

and shir, brendan and fifi were nice enuf
to accompany and show me the way to amk polyclinc
cuz they dont take pw.
and they got caught in the rain lah!
i feel so bad. ):
but i offered my umbrella!
and got REJECTED. ):

ok the doctor is like sai please?
dont even know what's wrong with me.
and say i got gastric when i already ate so much! -.-

i went home to pig again after that.
ahh, i'm so dead lah.
gonna put on more weight.
argh. ):

ok and i just shouted at my lil sis.
her attitude is like really bad lah.
and she clings on to the comp like her lifeline liddat. -.-

when i came home, she was at the comp.
when i asked her if she had any hw,
she said no.
when i woke up, she's STILL at the comp.
which is like 3 hours later. -.-
den after i said i wanna use,
i see her going to the table to learn her spelling.
that is not hw ah?!
argh. but my mum cant be the bad guy so i had to be.
and i'm gonna delete her stupid game!

RAAHHH.
her studies like sai already.
her attitude even more sai.
when i scolded her, she whine like as if she's not in the wrong. -.-
argh. please pray for her. ):

okok. now for tag replies.
mainly to the 6 long tags.
umm, i wont deny i was refering to the group of you.
so first and foremost, sorry if i offended any of you.
but i was just putting down my thots.
isnt that what blogs are for? hmm.

and i wasnt judging.
hopeless is rather my way of saying, i got nothing else to say?
not that kind of hopeless HOPELESS?
cuz all who are found in God are not hopeless. (:

and about the form of communication thing,
i have nth to say.
but i hope u all will put urselves in my shoes.
and see what awkward position u all have put me in
when u all did ur form of communication that day.

and actually, dont mind my frankness,
but i think u all were trying to get my attention just before we went up the bus ya?
so u all were abit loud.
and to tell you the truth, i dint exactly like that.

and sometimes jokes shldnt be carried too far?
so ya, hope you all understand too.
and once again, i'm sorry if my way of writing down my thots has offended u all.
hope this wont cause any other misunderstanding between us. (:


and tmr's friday!
and i miss the gang already!
esp bf please.
havent seen him in ages! hah. :D

and did i ever say how much i LOVE weekends.
cuz weekends = God + sports + GANG. :D

and i love shirley too!
because without her in dumb ajc,
i would never have survived life here for the last 8 months. :D
girl, we gotta promote together. (:


and WOOT. :D
i hope it's hairspray with FULL GANG attendance after heart.sports on sat hor! :D
probably my last movie before mugging FULL TIME for promos. ):
and gang, let us all do well in exams to glorify God! :D

and the last part of my post always belong to my random thots.

please stop bothering her.
and telling her stuff that she doesnt wanna know.
she and you are so different.
so stop comparing cuz u'll never find the similarities.
and u're only doing that because u feel inferior.
we are a unique bunch and there's nth you can do about it.

and stop being so full of yourself.
acting like you're so concerned about others
when u're only concerned about urself.
whatever happened between the both of you,
can only be solved by the both of you.
so stop thinking about how others can help you
and start thinking about how you can help urself.

and now, for another part of my random thots. WOOT. :D

is it gonna be lost soon,
that lil connection.
why is it so different,
to the extent that i cant even tell.

and mayb that's a good start.
but i'm unsure about how it will end.
sometimes it feels so right,
yet other times it feels so far.

i wish i could take a peek into the future.
so that i will know if i'm making the right decisions now.
but then life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
it's just that i made too many mistakes and learn too lil.

so please dont let me go the wrong way.
because i'm afraid there's no turning back.
somewhere between the holding on and the letting go.

*show me how to love like You have loved me. (:


VIRNICE.







Wednesday, August 29, 2007

12:48 AM Y



just the girl.

ohh hello.
i'm on the phone with jasmine gan now. :D
and we just came over sth interesting. :D

SORWIEE jas. i love you!
thanks for everything. i love you!
even tho we 'quarrel' at times, but i love you!
and i'm talking on the phone with you now. i love you!
happy gang day. i love you!
will you miss me? i love you!
are we going out tmr? i love you!
sorrwie my phone died on us just now. i love you!

ok jasmine gan!
i ran out of things to say with I LOVE YOU. -.-
hah. :D

okok. today was SLACK day.
woot. :D
cuz chinese was surprisingly CANCELLED.
and that means no AFL. :D
and so was PE. :D
well, not exactly cancelled lah.
just that we could go after taking height and weight.

and it was so shitty please!
cuz i gained weight and dint grow in height??!!
i need to go on diet already lah. ):
and sai, i'm like chocolat-ing now?!
hah.

nth much happened in sch today.
i was high as usual. :D
but i fell aslp during geog lect. -.-
had my hot dog bun and COFFEE.
and coffee makes me high. :D

other than that, i was like math.
and more math.
and more and more math.
and more application of integration.
and more and more summation.
MATH DRIVES ME NUTS. -.-

thankfully, SOMEONE offered to teach me
after he has revised that topic, right? :D
cuz he needs to prove that he is a good teacher,
and that i'm dumb. -.-

and jasmine gan called me using her handphone! :D
while i was eating cup noodles in school. hah.
and we talked till ernest met up with her. :D

so after pe, i chiong to khatib macs please. :D
met up with jas cs and ernest.
den had dinner at some random kopitam.
as recommended by the khatib tour guide. :D

first we saw this old man
who eats with chopstick and fork?!
what a funny combi lah. hah.
den we saw kirk and jasmine. :D
ohh and i'm getting a kirk a teacher's day present! :D

okok. so it was like fish porridge for me?
i'm on a diet please!
some noodles thingy for cs and ernest.
and fish soup for jasmine gan! :D

and we dint miss the church shuttle!
despite the super slow speed we were walking at. hah.
and cs keep asking me why i so kan jiong. -.-
we need to walk faster/more to lose weight! :D

today's worship was super long please.
at least half an hour.
but i loved it more than anything else.
cuz only singing and worshipping
can express how i feel towards God. (:
that no mere words can. :D

den it was praying.
and den devotion.
and ohh, PA2 was super late lah. hah.
came when we were praying.
den jas was like blocking his way.
and she dint move when i shook her quite hard.
den he almost hit her head can!
EVIL.
but jas got back at him by hitting his leg.
hahaha. :D

there were refreshments after the prayer meeting.
some za dan? haha. sotong ball and curry puff. :D
but i dint eat any cuz still full frm dinner.

ohhyes!
my arm suddenly lost feeling during the devotion lah. ):
like no strength and felt wobbly.
think it's caused by the bite/blueblack.
it looks really bad and BLACK now. ):
ahh, grace!
gonna pull out her hair. hah. :D

okok and it was bubbletea after that! :D
we waited TWO minutes for that sai PA.
and sth stupid happened at the bus stop there lah.
talk loud. want attention. childish actions. hopeless people. -.-
ernest nah was irritated too. :D
and i rushed up the 806 as soon as it arrived. :D

after buying our fav bubbletea.
it was card buying to stupid fifi!
reggie forgot to buy and asked to me.
so now i'm broke. ): hah.
and gang went with me to buy the card!

at cards and such.
ernest and his sai laughter.
and he &cs FREE SIZE thingy.
super funny please!
laughed until my rib cage there pain. hah. :D

and jasmine gan!
course #????!!!!
titled : HOW TO LAUGH DECENTLY, WITH THE CORRECT PITCH! AND WITH IMAGE PLEASE. :D
for ernest nah okay! hah.

and cs is some sai please.
stupid two letters.
secret's safe with gang.
u promised!

p.s i'm having bf withdrawal symptoms. ): hah.

somewhere between the wrong and the right.
the hot and the cold.
the darkness and the light.
the whisper and the roar.
are we somewhere there yet?

sometimes it seems to be.
yet at other times it doesnt.
what does it mean by everyday.
and every hour
and every minute.
right beside me.

i want to believe.
yet i'm afraid it'll hurt again.
dare not have high hopes.
yet it's starting all over again.

so do you; or do you not.
should i; or should i not.

VIRNICE.







Tuesday, August 28, 2007

12:37 AM Y



just the girl.

BOOO.
lalala.
had teachers' day celebration in school today.
was pushed forward due to the A lvl prelims
starting on wed i think.
that is super retarded lah please.
every other sch celebrating on friday.
and because of that, i cant go back to TK on fri
cuz i end sch at 4.45pm.
THANKS AH, AJ. -.-

so anyway, ACES day was dumb as usual.
but reggie's damn cute.
made the dancing part aint that bad.
reggie shir and me was laughing the whole way thru.
at all the stupid movements.
but overall was quite okay i guess?

den was performance at the hall.
first event organised by the new student council.
kinda sux? =X
was quite disorganized and all.
and the mcs dont seem prepared?
ahh, whatever.
aj performances nvr appealed to me before anyway.
their national day performance was how shitty lah. -.-
hahaha. :D

so anyway, we slacked in the hall for awhile after the performance.
and while shir and me was away at the locker,
garrett's pants SPLIT!!!
hahahaha! damn funny please.
and guess what's the first thing he said??!!
WHO GOT STAPLER??!!
hahahhahahaaa!
super funny lah!
so in the end he borrowed reggie's bag to cover up
and went home to get changed first. :D

left sch around 10.30am.
went to amk hub with almost the same grp of ppl.
me shir reggie giant fifi brendan.
had MACS for brunch. -.-
and garrett met up with us later.

it was loads and loads of laughter at macs.
and i'm always the first one to laugh,
stop for awhile,
and when everyone stopped laughing already,
i start laughing again.
damn retarded please.
hahaha. :D

it started to pour when we wanted to leave macs.
we ran in the rain to get to amk hub
which was about 10m away?
and giant was the one who said DONT WANT RUN IN THE RAIN.
end up, he ran first. -.-
and den me!
he was my guinea pig!
cuz he kept stepping into large puddles and water
and splashing everywhere!
i was smart enuf and avoided the places he stepped on. :D

we took a very looooooooooonnngg time to decide wat show to watch lah.
they wanted dead silence but i die die also dont want. :D
so we ended up with BORNE ULTIMATUM. -.-
and me and shir took loads and loads of post cards!
hah. and shir insisted it's our rights cuz it said, PLEASE take one. :D

and den it was random shopping at NTUC.
and i finally got my track pants! so yay. :D
and got POCKY and PANDA.
for future mugging sessions. :D

ok. so the show is like SAI?
the action part not bad lah, quite ci ji.
but i dont get the storyline lah.
so quite SAI. hahah. :D
and i fell aslp at the last part of the show.

worst of all, i was msging almost the whole movie?
hah. and bf is so cute please!
he called knowing i was in the cinema lah.
cuz i said i was bored. hah. :D

and i dint watch hairspray!
so that means it's hairspray with GANG! :D
please watch it asap cuz my exams are near. ):

ohhyes.
can i officially announce that FIRDAUS IS SUCH AN ASS?!
he was boxing the bitemark/blueblack on my hand like nonstop lah!
and now it's even more swollen than yest! ):
argh. stupid fifi.

and it was HOME after movie.
bf called and we talked quite abit.
and den i met mrs goh on the train.
pretended not to see her
but ahh, the person next to me had to leave
and she sat next to me. -.-
talked abit before i reached my stop!
so yay. :D aint that bad.

and bf walked up to PA2's hse can!
21 storeys lah!
and when i asked him why,
he said cuz if he take lift den no reception
cuz he was talking to me on the phone!
so sweet please! (: hah.

okok and the rest of the day,
i was just desperately trying to post all the photos u see below. :D

and and and!
i found out that it was just an accident!
thanks to PA2.
felt better after knowing the truth.
and she apologised.
so yay. :D
i was glad i shook her hand too! (:

okok. random thots again.
these few days keep going into deep thots.
think only jasmine gan knows why. ):

i got alot of things to say to this person in my class.
and i shall say it here.

can you please stop deceiving me to get my sympathy?
not only me, others as well!
so sick and tired of your stupid lies.
i really wanna trust you but it's not possible.
cuz the facts are right before my eyes.
i know i called u bestfriend and you too do the same.
but, how when u're just trying to lie ur way thru?

u told me SHE broke up with you.
i was so worried that u'll be so affected.
tried so hard to cheer u up
and in the end i found out that u two are still together?!
how dumb was i.

and i thot i was the only one u talked to
whenever u're down and troubled.
and den i find out u talk to other girls about ur probs as well?
turn out u're one big flirt and liar.
how could u even do this to HER.

and u said u wanted to avoid her cuz she likes you.
and one day she was standing next to me when u called her to tell her u have a competition?
so that is called avoiding?
and u dint even get angry when she gave you that surprise?
u have let HER down!

and now, because i dont wanna hurt anyone.
i cant say anything.
i cant even say this in your face lah.
feel like i'm such a hypocrite.
havta fake like i'm so concerned about u when i'm not at all.
so will you please stop it.
and be faithful to her?
SIGH.

okok i'm done complaining. :D
feel so much better.
think only clar knows everything ba.
and it sounds like i'm the third party right.
but nope, dont get it wrong cuz i'm definitely not.

now for deeper thots.
havent been walking in the rain for quite a while already.
just feel the sudden urge to. (:

and sometimes i just feel like asking/saying
but yet i'm not sure what's really deep inside of me?
mayb we've been trying so hard to force it out?
but neither of us can do it?

but what if one day i'm running, i just die like that.
will i get to say what i wanna say?
yet if i do it now, will things still be the way it is now?
cuz honestly, i like the way things are now.

so much uncertainites, so much fear ; &only God knows. (:

and still, i'm in search of not only that shoulder,
that pair of hands, that distinct voice,
but also, the legs that will walk in rains with me,
the ears that will hear what i dont say,
the eyes that will always keep me in sight,
and the heart that knows it all,
yet putting my heavenly father first. (:

VIRNICE.







Monday, August 27, 2007

5:16 PM Y



just the girl.

hello hello!
here are the photos like i promised!
and it's seriously alot.
so take your time
&enjoy looking at them. :D
some are like really random ones.
heh.

AJ RACE drove us mad. :D

we're getting ready to jump! :D

whee. up up and away we go!



i know i know. we're on the road and it's crazy. :D



our LONG legs. :D mine is the blackest of course. -.-



are we fat or what? :D



it's an accidental equal sign in the middle. :D



our class jersey. zirui's copyrighted numbers.



finally a decent photo. :D


our wonderful blue nyjc-look-alike jerseys.



1+8=18?!



the giant and the dwarf. ):



class 0707. with 3 ppl missing.



camden is super cute please! :D



and so is shu ning. :D



they became the most popular stars on sat. :D



photos again and again. :D
and camden loves the ball with blue/yellow/white stripes. :D



awww how innocent! :D
jas is being a very nice teacher by tying his shoelaces for him . :D

and this little thing calls me JERNICE. ): but he's still cute! :D


ok. random. :D baozhen's bday.




PETER PINK PIZZA



our beautiful name and number. :D


and yes, we're in PINK! :D


the first full GANG photo. :D



and this is our backs. :D
sweetness. (:



CRAZINESS ON THE BUS :D



photographer: sherina. :D
photographer: sherina :D
photographer: juliet :D
photographer: juliet. :D
photographer: juliet. :D



photographer: juliet. :D
photographer. juliet. :D photographer: VIRNICE. :D
photographer: VIRNICE. :D
smu's behind bars! ORH HOR.

gordon is cute too! my fellow drummer. :D



we were facing the wall doing reflections. ): LOL.



GANG STUDYING




bf forgot to bring his books to study! and so, I MUST REMEMBER TO BRING MY BOOK TO STUDY X 100 times! :D



yummy onion rings. :D



gang in action. :D



cute lil boy and jasmine gan. (:



spastic. LOL. bf too engrossed in the game. -.-






spastic face. :D



teacher jas teaching me N and E. :D



ernest nah and jasmine gan! :D



and again. (: ehh hello?! we're supposed to be studying! :D



our dinner for the day. :D



JERSEY SOURCING & RUSH HOUR THREE






and they love jasmine green tea! (:


LOVE. (:



on the bus to church.



choc and sweet of LOVE, with son-dau. LOL. :D



bfgf gang! :D



can u see the five of us! :D






once again, the lovable bfgf gang! :D



what's with guys and their smiles?! hahaha.



STUDYING AT AIPORT ON NATIONAL DAY



the CCII is action please! :D



we neeed food to study! :D



okok they caught me sleeping! :D







our studying table. :D



GANG TREE. :D



bored with mugging/slacking. LOL.



happy national day! WOOT. :D



5th month anni. :D



his cute lil card.

and his cute lil gift. :D



the process of opening the card. :D



touched by the content! hahaha. (:


smiles and smiles! :D


and they made the day even more wonderful. :D




holding each other gifts! :D


awww. super sweet please. and guess who's the photographer! :D


we make each other smile! (:


couple socks. LOL. :D


nel's new bag! and i chose it! :D




WOOT. :D


TADA! :D


the useful PA1? :D


important mich gan! :D


RANDOM :D


bf looks so cute please. hahaha. :D



after jersey collection! :D
at the back of cold storage. and i'm the photographer once again. :D HOLE!


WOOT WOOT. no comments. :D


and they accompanied me from yishun all the way to kembangan! (:


dao faces please. -.-



N is for nelwyn and Vis for virnice! :D




our copyrighted action. :D


formal photo please. :D


and we exchanged one slipper! :D


what delicious food we have! :D



yummy TOM YAM. :D


it's us again!


our art piece is like at level four?!!! :D


okok we are really really sian. :D


ernest nah! what's with that face??!! LOL.



the GANG w/o PA2.
random lunch. pontian! :D
photograper: MICH GAN! :D
and it's 200 pounds beauty. :D


MINI MUSICAL :D the lovely sisters. :D
curly hair = eeeww?
sweet? :D
i have no idea why are we pointing at each other. :D


and we're still pointing. LOL. :D



vir: no specs ; jas: specs


vir + specs = spastic ; jas + no specs = PRETTY. :D


craziness. :D


reg A + reg C musical ppl. :D


photographer: MICH GAN! :D



me and smu. :D


and yes, it's us again! :D


what's that?! LOL.


reg A mini musical team. :D


:D



the chambermaids and their make-up artist. :D


escorts VS chambermaids gives president DAVID a headache! LOL. :D


chambermaid and poor lil boy. (:

and once again, it's the chambermaids. :D

musical prac. :D

CANVAS ART

reg C canvas art. i love it alot. :D

our copyrighted signature. :D

before.

&after ; with the team + GOD, who made this no. 1 art piece possible! :D

trying process on smaller scale canvas. :D

very 1st try out. :D with ah dai.

brainstorming process? i drew this shitty thingy. LOL.

and so is this! =X boxers hands please. LOL.

this is AH DAI. :D

HOF SLEEPOVER

:D:D:D

and yes! we survived the night without much sleep! :D

okok fine. we slept. for like 10 min? LOL.

WOOHOO. :D and dont ask me why am i wearing specs. :D

ernest nah with his ice cream of love! :D

the GANS. :D


we're eating our ice cream of love! :D

need i say anything? :D LOVE US PLEASE.

RANDOM AGAIN.

shiyun's bday! :D

jas's bday! :D

OVERNIGHT STUDYING AT MACS :D

we were bored. :D

toilet! LOL.

i think i'm dumb or sth. -.-

MORE RANDOM!

we took neoprints and did this cuz got extras! :D

DINNER WITH SEVEN (:

ppk and yf! :D
anne and me :D
amelia and elaine! :D

and here are the SEVEN! :D

TRACK

the girls of aj track team 2007. (:


HURDLERS of aj track team 2007 (:


VIRNICE.






The girlY



V I R N I C E
there's no one else like me cause' God made me special. (:
virnice
eighteen
10.09.90
andersonjc
childofGOD
evangelite
dolphins
drummer
RUNNER
HURDLER.

LOVES God; chocoates&icecream; sports; family&frens; sleeping.
DISLIKES smokers; exams; vegetables; cockroaches&lizards!


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