every moment; every planned coincidence

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

12:37 AM Y

♥ just the girl.

BOOO.
lalala.
had teachers' day celebration in school today.
was pushed forward due to the A lvl prelims
starting on wed i think.
that is super retarded lah please.
every other sch celebrating on friday.
and because of that, i cant go back to TK on fri
cuz i end sch at 4.45pm.
THANKS AH, AJ. -.-

so anyway, ACES day was dumb as usual.
but reggie's damn cute.
made the dancing part aint that bad.
reggie shir and me was laughing the whole way thru.
at all the stupid movements.
but overall was quite okay i guess?

den was performance at the hall.
first event organised by the new student council.
kinda sux? =X
was quite disorganized and all.
and the mcs dont seem prepared?
ahh, whatever.
aj performances nvr appealed to me before anyway.
their national day performance was how shitty lah. -.-
hahaha. :D

so anyway, we slacked in the hall for awhile after the performance.
and while shir and me was away at the locker,
garrett's pants SPLIT!!!
hahahaha! damn funny please.
and guess what's the first thing he said??!!
WHO GOT STAPLER??!!
hahahhahahaaa!
super funny lah!
so in the end he borrowed reggie's bag to cover up
and went home to get changed first. :D

left sch around 10.30am.
went to amk hub with almost the same grp of ppl.
me shir reggie giant fifi brendan.
had MACS for brunch. -.-
and garrett met up with us later.

it was loads and loads of laughter at macs.
and i'm always the first one to laugh,
stop for awhile,
and when everyone stopped laughing already,
i start laughing again.
damn retarded please.
hahaha. :D

it started to pour when we wanted to leave macs.
we ran in the rain to get to amk hub
which was about 10m away?
and giant was the one who said DONT WANT RUN IN THE RAIN.
end up, he ran first. -.-
and den me!
he was my guinea pig!
cuz he kept stepping into large puddles and water
and splashing everywhere!
i was smart enuf and avoided the places he stepped on. :D

we took a very looooooooooonnngg time to decide wat show to watch lah.
they wanted dead silence but i die die also dont want. :D
so we ended up with BORNE ULTIMATUM. -.-
and me and shir took loads and loads of post cards!
hah. and shir insisted it's our rights cuz it said, PLEASE take one. :D

and den it was random shopping at NTUC.
and i finally got my track pants! so yay. :D
and got POCKY and PANDA.
for future mugging sessions. :D

ok. so the show is like SAI?
the action part not bad lah, quite ci ji.
but i dont get the storyline lah.
so quite SAI. hahah. :D
and i fell aslp at the last part of the show.

worst of all, i was msging almost the whole movie?
hah. and bf is so cute please!
he called knowing i was in the cinema lah.
cuz i said i was bored. hah. :D

and i dint watch hairspray!
so that means it's hairspray with GANG! :D
please watch it asap cuz my exams are near. ):

ohhyes.
can i officially announce that FIRDAUS IS SUCH AN ASS?!
he was boxing the bitemark/blueblack on my hand like nonstop lah!
and now it's even more swollen than yest! ):
argh. stupid fifi.

and it was HOME after movie.
bf called and we talked quite abit.
and den i met mrs goh on the train.
pretended not to see her
but ahh, the person next to me had to leave
and she sat next to me. -.-
talked abit before i reached my stop!
so yay. :D aint that bad.

and bf walked up to PA2's hse can!
21 storeys lah!
and when i asked him why,
he said cuz if he take lift den no reception
cuz he was talking to me on the phone!
so sweet please! (: hah.

okok and the rest of the day,
i was just desperately trying to post all the photos u see below. :D

and and and!
i found out that it was just an accident!
thanks to PA2.
felt better after knowing the truth.
and she apologised.
so yay. :D
i was glad i shook her hand too! (:

okok. random thots again.
these few days keep going into deep thots.
think only jasmine gan knows why. ):

i got alot of things to say to this person in my class.
and i shall say it here.

can you please stop deceiving me to get my sympathy?
not only me, others as well!
so sick and tired of your stupid lies.
i really wanna trust you but it's not possible.
cuz the facts are right before my eyes.
i know i called u bestfriend and you too do the same.
but, how when u're just trying to lie ur way thru?

u told me SHE broke up with you.
i was so worried that u'll be so affected.
tried so hard to cheer u up
and in the end i found out that u two are still together?!
how dumb was i.

and i thot i was the only one u talked to
whenever u're down and troubled.
and den i find out u talk to other girls about ur probs as well?
turn out u're one big flirt and liar.
how could u even do this to HER.

and u said u wanted to avoid her cuz she likes you.
and one day she was standing next to me when u called her to tell her u have a competition?
so that is called avoiding?
and u dint even get angry when she gave you that surprise?
u have let HER down!

and now, because i dont wanna hurt anyone.
i cant say anything.
i cant even say this in your face lah.
feel like i'm such a hypocrite.
havta fake like i'm so concerned about u when i'm not at all.
so will you please stop it.
and be faithful to her?
SIGH.

okok i'm done complaining. :D
feel so much better.
think only clar knows everything ba.
and it sounds like i'm the third party right.
but nope, dont get it wrong cuz i'm definitely not.

now for deeper thots.
havent been walking in the rain for quite a while already.
just feel the sudden urge to. (:

and sometimes i just feel like asking/saying
but yet i'm not sure what's really deep inside of me?
mayb we've been trying so hard to force it out?
but neither of us can do it?

but what if one day i'm running, i just die like that.
will i get to say what i wanna say?
yet if i do it now, will things still be the way it is now?
cuz honestly, i like the way things are now.

so much uncertainites, so much fear ; &only God knows. (:

and still, i'm in search of not only that shoulder,
that pair of hands, that distinct voice,
but also, the legs that will walk in rains with me,
the ears that will hear what i dont say,
the eyes that will always keep me in sight,
and the heart that knows it all,
yet putting my heavenly father first. (:

VIRNICE.