every moment; every planned coincidence

Saturday, September 01, 2007

11:05 PM Y

♥ just the girl.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE,
and;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIMAS! :D

a few years later,
i could be celebrating this day too. (:
cuz my ambition is to become either a teacher or a lawyer.
and lawyer's kinda difficult
cuz my eng CMI. ):
and anyway, i msg mr zheng today too!
but sadly, no reply. ):
ohh well.

and this is the picture of nine, or rather, FIVE.
took it when we met up on friday!
LOVED. :D

ah hah, i woke up at 12 plus today. :D
how pig please. haha.
used comp to print some lyrics for drumming
den headed off to church with my mum. (:

bought rochers for kirk!
and wrote him a small lil card.
cuz it's TEACHER'S DAY. :D
and i learnt hosanna today!
WOOTS. :D
and some funny beat.
it's like continuation from the other week.
and kirk say i was doing well! :D

but i must practise more lah.
the drum set at home like white elephant already.
so long never touch. ):
i think i need to set aside time to practise.
so i can improve more and faster. :D

and i think i'm gonna upgrade my drum set soon!
gonna get more cymbals i think.
so YAY. :D
this gives me even more reasons to practise!

and it's heart.sports after practice today!
was almost late for 4x100m lah!
cuz couldnt get a cab, plus got jam!
i was so worried lah. ):

end up, i reach there like so big shot please.
so paiseh lah! -.-
and i had to wear my spikes in the cab??!!
so funny please! haha.

and i ran so shitty today. ):
actually the running was okay.
it's the passing that is shitty! ):

cuz i saw that deborah was gonna fall.
so i STEPPED OVER THE DUMB WHITE LINE to get the baton.
and DQ lah! ):
what sai.
caused the whole team's victory.
ARGH.
so angry with myself. ):

but the guys ran really well for 4x100m!
and dolphin's 4x200m guys and girls all cmi.
but it's okay!
i still think they all ran well.
so thank God for a good race! :D

*it doesnt matter whether we win or lose.
it's about trying our best.
and when we've done so, God will do the rest. (:
He will give us what we deserve.

and bf cried today. ):
so poor thing please!
you shld have seen his face lah.
just makes you feel lost and dont know what to do. ):
so bf, i just wanna tell u something:

YOU RAN WELL TODAY!
GF AND GANG IS SO PROUD OF YOU!
AND DONT BLAME YOURSELF FOR WHATEVER THAT HAS HAPPENED.
CUZ YOU STILL ROCK!
MUCH LOVED. :D

and we won rounders today!
so WOOTS. :D
but we lost bball and vball. ):
vball was a real close fight.
but whatever it is,
i still wanna thank God for helping us get into the major finals
for ALL THREE SPORTS. :D

and i've learnt the power of prayer today.
right there, on that small green field. (:

it was the 4th set.
and everything seemed bleak for the dolphins.
but we did not give up hope.
me and mich clinged on to that last hope of prayer.
she told me how she prayed when they were losing rounders.
and God gave them victory. (:

so as the both of us stood there,
looking at the dolphins play their hearts out,
we decided to pray.
there and then,
each time we closed our eyes and prayed to God,
we scored a point.
until, WE WON THAT SET. :D
PRAISE GOD!

however, things still looked as bleak as ever in the final set.
and even tho jas joined the both of us in prayer,
this time, our prayers dint seem to be working.
but does that mean God has stopped listening to us?

the answer is NO.
cuz God is always there, listening to every single word of our prayer.
but the thing is, GOD IS FAIR.
for the dolphins to come thus far,
it's already a miracle.
and i think it was a well-deserved win for the marlins.
so congrats to marlins.
and God is still FAITHFUL. (:

how inspiring was that? :D
but on a serious note,
everything i say is true.
so i hope it encourages anyone out there
who has lost hope in prayer.
because God is faithful. :D
and He is always listening.

ok so it's like dinner with gang W/O BF after heart.sports.
AGAIN. ):
and this time, it's at far east.
at some nice cutlet shop
that laoda used to always bring me there to eat. :D

my stomach was like sai all the way.
mayb cuz i survived the whole day
on just TWO kitkats. :D
and hungry period was over by the time we reached there.
but mich still asked me to eat.
cuz she suspected it's gastric?

end up, she helped me eat a lil.
and so did ernest and PA1.

ok i had chicken cutlet noodle.
mich had tomyam soup.
jas had chicken cutlet.
ern and PA2 had chicken cutlet rice.
and PA1 had curry chicken rice. :D
and not forgetting, BUBBLE TEA. :D

and i took a spoonful of mich's TOM YAM SOUP!
YUMYUM. :D

and ok, ernest got bored while waiting for us to finish.
so TA DA!
this is his creation,
with a lil of jas and mich help,
the MASH of LOVE?
hahaha. :D
and YUCK.
ohhya.
forgot to mention that sth funny happened at the bus stop lah!
first it was LIVE updates frm jas mich and ern. :D
and den, when we were sitting down waiting for our bus,
67 came and alot of ppl were trying to get in.
and the bus driver refused to close the door
cuz one of them was on the steps.

so being kind souls,
we signalled for the ppl in the middle to move in.
p.s they were so inconsiderate please!
and mich even went to the back door and ask them to move in lah!
and they just smiled at us. -.-

apparrantly, they were from china?
and mich spoke in eng so they dint understand.
but our actions were quite clear lah.
mayb they thot we were performing for them or sth.
and the six of us looked pathetic and psychotic. -.-
desperately trying to make them understand our hand signs.
and finally, after countless attempts and effort from us,
they moved in and the bus moved off.
hahaha. what an experience. -.-

so after dinner.
the three guys went home
while the three girls went marks&spencers
mainly to find our anni gifts. hah. :D

and mich thigh hurts like siao please.
poor girl. cant walk properly. ):
PLEASE TAKE CARE GIRL!
and see a doc if u must.

okay now for random stuff again. :D

RANDOM NO.1
as i stood there on friday.
singing worshipping and raising my hands towards God.
many thots ran thru my mind.

are we just raising our hands because everyone else is?
or because it's like a routine kinda thing?
or because we're afraid what ppl will think of us if we dont?

we do it on fridays and sundays.
and sometimes even on tuesdays.
what is on everyone's mind when they lift their hands?
do they really want to surrender everything to God?
do they really worship Him frm the bottom of their hearts?

same thing for alter call.
are we going to the alter because everyone is
and we're afraid of being left alone at the seats?
or because it is a routine kinda thing again?
or because we're really convicted by what the pastor has shared?

i dont know about everyone else.
but i know i'm guilty.
guilty of lifting my hands to God
and going to the alter as a routine kinda thing.
but as those thots were running thru my mind,
i made a promise before God.

i promise Him that whenever i worship Him,
whenever i lift my hands towards Him,
whenever i'm going to the alter,
whenever i'm on my knees,
whenever i'm crying before Him,
i'll mean it everything from the bottom of my heart.

because i love Him.
and i know He loves me more than i can ever imagine.
i only want to surrender everything to Him.
because He has given everything to me.

RANDOM NO.2
when will this sai stop lah.
all the hyprocrisy.
all the jealousy.
all the anger.

yet if there wasnt such hyprocrisy,
such jealousy,
such anger,
we wouldnt need God.

we wouldnt need God to teach us how to love.
how to love with his AGAPE kinda love. (:

RANDOM NO.3
is that a diff way of showing feelings?
a harsher way but actually it means love care &concern?
i dont know.
i cant tell.
but it really eats into me.

yet i'm still happy the way things are right now.
but i choose not to believe.
because believing it might make me go the wrong way again.
and i dont want history to repeat itself.
slowly and unknowingly.

loving, undefined.

and shir, please love this post because it's PINK. :D

VIRNICE.