every moment; every planned coincidence

Friday, August 31, 2007

11:36 PM Y

♥ just the girl.

hello hello! (:
it's the end of the month!
so guess what,
it's a NEW BEGINNING for my smses! :D
my august is like so dead please.
at least 3336 sms. -.-
NEW RECORD. hah.
last one was at 2901.
hahaha. :D

woots.
i slept at like 4plus last nite?
desperately trying to finish the teachers' day flowers.
and some cards.
which i dumbly did NOT give some today.
while the flowers kinda unfolded cuz they got squashed in my bag. -.-
that's what u get for being lazy okay! ):

and and, i'm sorry but i ponned sch today. ):
because aj is how dumb please.
lessons end at 4.45pm for me lah!
cuz we celebrated teachers' day on monday.
so it's normal friday for me if i went to sch.
PLEASE FEEL MY AGONY. :D

and so, i'm sorry shir, for pangsehing u and JH.
to do the magic thingy.
but i gave u all the COVER-UP idea!
hehe. :D

ok i went back to tk at ard 9.
and KWOK YEOK FEI was THREE hours late please. -.-
i waited alone like an idiot lah. ):

12 plus den all the old tksians started to flood tk.
saw many long-time-no-see frens.
some ppl look damn different lah.
almost couldnt recognised them. hah.

saw mrs tey, mr foo, mdm ong and ms yap today! :D
talked abit to each of them.
and it always gets weird when we run out of things to say.
or when we think we've talked for too long and needed to go,
it was so difficult to end the conversation. hah. :D

talked the longest to ms yap.
best geog teacher ever please. (:
she looks so stressed up, and so pale and weak.
poor thing.
think cuz prelims and Os coming. ):

and also, ms ada tan left already lah! ):
my fav e math teacher please.
saw many new faces.
and some really old ones. hah. :D

and i saw him today too.
didnt have any big reactions.
even felt happy for him and her.
so YAY, i think i'm like totally over him.
WOOT. :D

was supposed to lunch with NINE,
or rather, FOUR. -.-
and cuz the twins came quite late.
so we left tk quite late too.
so no choice. ):
i cant believe i chose mugging over them lah! ):

and so it's the meeting up with the two PAs at northpoint.
wanted to study at BK.
but PA1 saw his frens. -.-
at first i suggested bishan,
PA2 say dont want see his frens.
den go yishun, see PA1 frens.
so ma fan please. -.-
might as well go kembangan.
hahaha. :D

so end up, we WALKED to yishun library,
only to find out it was too small to fit the three of us. -.-
went to macs instead lah.
and mugging session begins. :D
by then, we wasted bout 1 hr just looking for a place to study. -.-
how dumb! hahaha.

PA1 disgressed after awhile.
with his dumb psp. -.-
and PA2 decided to test him.
and because he studied the BOOK OF LOVE,
he could rmb that THE GREAT DEPRESSION HAPPENED IN 1928. :D

as for me, i was being the good influence there! :D
and application of integration couldnt get into my dumb brain,
so i worked on differential equations.
which i totally messed up as well. -.-
so FRUITLESS today. ):

and teacher did not prove himself PRO today.
but he did prove that i'm DUMB.
thanks hor. -.-

dinner was at food court at northpoint.
met up with jas and mich.
mich trimmed her hair. :D

and it was chicken cutlet noodle for me,
black pepper chicken fried rice for jas,
diet for mich,
and ban mians for the two PAs.
and of course, BUBBLE TEA. :D

woot.
big news.
JASMINE GAN REJECTED BUBBLE TEA TODAY!
ohh how is that possible?
SAI STOMACH. ):

and did i metion that dinner was my first meal for today?
other than that, had only one wang wang.
plus an ice cream from macs before dinner.
so WOOT.
i hope i lose those fats. and FAST. :D

i feel so fat please!
havent run in ages lah! ):
ANGELA LAI!
u better YUE wo to run soon!
and heh, i know we're supposed to self train today.
but ponning sch was too tempting. :D
so please date me out again for RUNNING and MUGGING! :D

ok we went to uncle tidbits after dinner.
me and jas bout sweets of love for our bfs.
and jas bought chocs of joy for PA1.
and i bought coke of joy for PA2.
see what nice bosses they have lah! :D
and they better feel joyful eating it. :D

service was quite chim today.
pastor dale shared about how our calling matters to God.
and it was the first time i saw so many words on the screen. hah.

1. God's calling does not require us to be number 1.
and the accomplishment of our dreams/careers does not neccessary lead to happiness.
making it number 1 is just knowing where God wants us to be,
serving Him with our BEST efforts. :D

2.God's calling does not mean attaining fulfilment.
it is possible to find meaning without achieving extraordinary success. (:

so, what is a calling?
it is simply God's shaping of our burden and beckoning us to our service to Him in the place and pursuit of HIS choosing, not ours.

and God reinforces His calling when we respond. (:
and we need FAITH to respond to the call of God.
if we know what is ahead of us, no FAITH is required!
and we all have sacred calling. (:

to see the zoomed-in picture, we need:
(a) to possess a prayer life!
(b) to possess humility
*the willingness to outshine, while shining for God! :D
(c) to possess the counsel and influence of godly men and women. (:

yupp, those are the main points of today's sharing.
i feel that it's very meaningful lah. (:
and i've been thinking bout becoming a g12 assistant all this while.
but i know, this kinda thing is must pastor approach u and all.
plus, i'm already back-up singer and a drummer.
is that considered two ministries already? ):
but in any case, i'll just pray bout it. (:

ohhyes.
sat with the gang during service today.
WOOTS. :D
and bf! your hair is ok lah!
u dont need that dumb cap. :D
and sai stomach during service too. ):

hmm pastor queebeng talked to the runners after service.
just told us our positions for 4x100m and 4x200m.
i think dolphins got chance lah. WOOTS. :D
but still gotta depend on God. (:

and depression is so funny today lah please?
so random. hah.
bf was like just asking if we eating supper.
den i was like cant, cuz i wanna take the shuttle.
den depression was like EHH HE'S YOUR BF LEH.
hah! so random please! :D

ohh ohh and i saw camden today!
was asking him if he remembered my name.
and he was like, JIE JIE JERNICE!
hahaha. :D
okok. he still dint get the name right,
but at least, he remembered what he called me last sat!
WOOTS. :D

ok managed to catch the shuttle bus.
and i actually slept thru the whole journey.
and guess what.
i knocked my head against the window! ):
now not only arm got orh cheh,
now head also got orh cheh. ):

today on the way to yishun also hit my head against the glass panel thingy. ):
den i just pretended that nothing happened. =/
so paiseh lah. hah. :P
so i need a shoulder please.
this is not the first time. haha. :D
*are you willing to lend me that shoulder. (:

and ohh yes.
did i mention how popular the orh cheh on my arm is? -.-
everyone who saw that orh cheh,
runs enthusiastically towards me.
and start pressing it like nobody's business. -.-
they love to see me in pain. hah.
eg. ANNE CHUA AN-YUAN! :D

and it's mee sua for bestie.
so we took 67.
and i barely fell aslp again.
PHOBIA lah please. ):

RANDOM RANDOM! :D

will histories repeat themselves again?
i'm really really afraid.
because everything's happening just like before.

why cant things happen the same behind the rectangular screen
and right in front of my eyes.
am i walking in the right direction?

and was it merely a coincidence.
but there's no such thing as coincidence
because everything's under God's control.
so was it a kind of connection.
that lil connection. (:

VIRNICE.