Thursday, November 15, 2007
11:45 PM Y
♥ just the girl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUAN! :Di miss my ng yu xuan lah. ):
haven't seen her in a million years.
even tho we dont know what's going on in each other's lives
cuz we dont talk,
she's special to me!
and so am i to her. :D
we're both deep down in each other's heart. :D
i miss those carefree pri sch days.
those quarreling times.
joyful moments.
she was the best partner i ever had.
we sat tgt in pri 6.
and it was prob one of my best years in tns.
there were ups and downs,
even tho still young and innocent at that time,
still, she stood by me. :D
it was probably cuz we were in abt the same situation,
that we got even closer.
she knows what i dont say,
and the way to the heart. (:
and most imptly, i brought her to Christ.
i was so excited when she first accepted Christ.
and now, she's faithfully attending a church near her hse.
yishun too inconvenient for her already.
and i dont blame her for that. (:
but if so, we'll be closer than u can ever imagine! :D
thank God for
NG YU XUAN! :D
so okay.
yest's training was quite xiong.
coach tan is like increasing the work outs.
we did sprints, den some shitty 400m speed endurance runs.
TWICE and the girls all cmi already.
the guys did thrice.
ohh ohh, random but there were EQUAL number of guys and girls for training.
that is once in a blue moon.
RARE okay! -.-
and if those runs weren't bad enuf,
we still did one round ard the sch.
well, guess it's better than the nyp route.
still, my legs we nua already.
couldnt straighten it nor walk properly.
super tiring please.
but i'm still loving it. :D
after training, i lunched with the track girls.
almost full attendance, only kingyin wasnt there.
it was really great quality time.
lunched at some random yummy king stall.
with our beloved bubble tea. :D
and we know who's the best in shopping lah huh.
so MUCH stamina please.
transfer than to ur running hor, girlfriend! :D
much to a point that almost all the girls were sitting in a row,
waiting for girlfriend to finish buying her SHAMPOOs.
i think she bought the whole shop lah. xD
met up with gab to study after that.
it was kinda fruitful for me.
but not for him. -.-
he was studying his storybook lah.
and TRIED studying physics,
but fell aslp after a while.
bleah, try harder please! :D
and it was g12 at night!
lesson was on zacheus or however u spell it. =/
biblical insights, and how we shld surrender to God. :D
celebrated mic and ber's bday too.
it was some chocolate cake with liquor!
so EEEWW please.
think alvin/yireng bout it without knowing.
but it was yuck lah, i couldnt stand the taste.
now u know i'm a good girl who doesnt take liquor. :D
somehow, g12 ended late and i was home late too.
but phoned with jasmine gan nevertheless!
miss it loads man. :D
all those crapping, and seh-ing for me.
heh, sorry girl. i died on you again. =/
but woots, loved it. :D
today was slack slack slack.
until, my nu-err and daddy came over.
and i mean 'daddy' hor.
kinda weird, isnt it?
but yea, and they had lunch at the kopitiam downstairs.
and and, we saw this selling drinks guy,
who looked like one of the pirates of the carribean guy!
heh, you know in the show,
there's these two idiots, who are quite blur and dumb.
ya! he looked like the shorter one!
not the one whose eye keep coming out. =/
heh, super funny please.
and i did like 2 math qn.
clar did math too while sm gp-ed.
HAH.
after that i did my envelopes and card thingy for the zhu clan! :D
met yf at kembangan.
was later than late. =/
AS USUAL. sigh.
and den met anne and ppk at marina bay.
kena scolding by them please.
and ppk is early.
heard that? she was
EARLY.
hahah! i think pigs can fly already. :D
woots. we reached there and started to steamboat first.
it was yummy yum yum. :D
so long nvr had steamboat already.
and anne's a good cook.
so unlike ppk please. :D
i had a great time catching up with them.
and also announced to them some news. hah.
to ppk, not surprising cuz she know already.
and yf suspected already.
so, yea, and they asked me stuff. heh. :D
elaine and jexx were super late please. =/
we finished by the time they arrived.
me and anne even ice-cream-ed already.
but it's okay! we had our second round. :D
i think i gained 5 kg please!
no no, ppk says 20 kg please!
but elaine said i looked like i lost weight!
WOOTS. :D
and and, while eating, we noticed this super obesed woman sitting opposite.
no offence, but i was really disturbed by her...
and i gave that eeeww face?
with my eyes closed tightly, shoulders up and all.
and i was telling my friends.
den elaine said that they know we talking bout her.
cuz that woman asked her friend to look at me/us when she walked away,
and i actually shrugged by shoulders!
i thot she was gonna come and slap me or sth.
HAH.
sorry but ya, i couldnt control.
really no offence, but hers is extreme. =/
Lord, please forgive me.hmm, we went home shortly after that.
and the bus ride to the mrt station was totally SAI.
worst bus ride ever!
it was squeezy, cuz the bus takes a million years to arrive.
so there were alot of people on board.
on top of that, there were many turns.
and the bus uncle just couldnt drive slowly.
so kan jiong please!
we were like gonna fall anytime.
and ppk and anne held on to my shorts?!
thank God never drop lah!
hahaha.
and it was just lots of swaying here and there.
we held on to each other so dearly.
so that if one falls, all falls.
and elaine kept bumping into this lady sitting down.
cuz fatty ppk keep knocking into her. :D
poor thing. hah.
ohh ohh,
and there was this irritating grp of guys
who so wasnt helping lah.
the bus was squeezy enuf,
and they still hadta play and foold ard.
push here push there.
and one of them hit yf.
dumb guys, and poor yf.
BLEAH.
and guess what.
i missed skit practice cuz of this.
cuz this meeting up mean alot to me,
just as much as POR4.
but i hardly get to meet up with the girls.
and i dont know when i'll see them again.
so sorry, but trust me, it was a difficult choice to make. ):
cuz my role in that skit was really minor as well.
i felt totally lousy and horrible after missing the practice.
but i still wanna thank God for the time spend with my beloved friends.
you girls are missed by me. :D
as i pause to take a look at the world around me,
i realised that many people are struggling with difficulties in life.
be it in their studies, work, emotions, relationship, love and more.
some show it, some dont.
some tell their friends and loved ones, some choose to keep it to themselves.
then it dawn on me how soon the world would be coming to an end.
it's a scary feeling, isnt it?
so, i just wanna encourage everyone out there
who is currently facing problems and in a very difficult period of time in ur life,
to
TRY God, if you dont know Him,
or to
TRUST God, if you know Him.
because He is in control.
and because He sees the bigger and better picture He has for us.
and to simply have
FAITH,
that is, being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we donot see,
because He holds our tomorrow.
rmb, trials are to
STRENGTHEN us, not to weaken us.
hold on, for He is not letting go. :D
what if it is beyond what you can imagine.if you knew, will you still see me in what lies ahead?
