Monday, July 06, 2009
2:39 AM Y
CHANGED
♥ just the girl.
mid year exams are finally over.
so i'm back to blog, or rather, RANT. BIG TIME.
sorry for the deadness for awhile.
let me first rant about my mid years.
i've only got four words to describe it.
I.AM.SO.DEAD.so not joking over here.
i'm not those kind who will keep saying stuff like,
i never study, sure fail,
and yet, they still pass, with FLYING COLOURS somemore.
when i say i'm gonna fail, i really am..
the saddest thing about this mid years is that,
i felt that this is the first june holiday that i really made effort to study,
and study the most,
compared to all the holidays i've ever had.
and yet, i still cant do the papers.
i dont know what does that mean..
well, i was quite upset and wanted to give up studying,
but faith like potatoes encouraged me. (:
no matter how tired or how disappointed i am,
i'm gonna try.
and it's not only small talk hor.
today, i packed my room from 10.30pm to 1am
cuz it was in a mess with notes flying all over
due to studying for mid years.
and now, i'm ready for the new mugging season.
I THINK.
gonna start doing up my study plan already.
it's like 3 more months to As!
feeling quite kan jiong already,
with like at least 20 topics for each subject.
but i just gotta trust God ba.
and have more self discipline and time management!
for now, i'll just pray that i wont get into any big trouble for my results.
even tho i dont know what are they yet,
i'm quite sure there'll be many Us.
and cuz i'm a retainee, i'll probably be in alot of trouble.
from teachers, principal and dad.
like what Mr Herd said,
i'm a PROBLEM CHILD. =/
alright, enuf about exams and school.
the secondary purpose of this post is to rant abt somebody.
I CAN'T BELIEVE HER!
she's acting totally like a.. ARGH!
i cant find the right word to use.
she's just CHANGED.
all that bad influence over there, it's insane.
she can talk to her friends there like so sweet and nice.
OHH I LOVE YOU TOO!
that kinda thing.
but to US, she talks as if we're strangers to her.
if not strangers, it's like as if we're probing too much and she's irritated
like HELLO?! WE ARE CONCERNED!
YOU DONT CALL, DONT EMAIL, THEN WHAT YOU WANT US TO DO!
AND SHE DIDNT EVEN OBJECT TO YOU-KNOW-WHAT, MIND YOU!
you are the one jumping to conclusions, not her!
ARGH.
like what on earth is wrong with you!
sigh, i just hope you dont regret it one day..
when u realise all u had, is gone...
I.AM.SO.DISAPPOINTED.HURT.STUMBLED.
i'm done here.
