Wednesday, December 30, 2009
12:17 AM Y
♥ just the girl.
somehow i feel like ranting today heh.
i know i havent been blogging in a LOOONNGGG while.
but here i am, arent i? :D
well, a lil update abt my life...
As are finally OVERRRR!
WOOHOOOOO!!
i'm really happy it's over but at the same time, worried?
and also, i'm like so bored tho i'm working.
kinda missed the studying days already.
sigh, really shldn't have taken things for granted and treasure the time i was studying..
sounds ironic from my previous post yea?
but honestly, as i was taking my As,
i kinda liked doing it, as in the questions.
i found them doable, unlike AJ questions.
tho there were some i couldnt do, i felt that i did what i could already.
and i guess, the rest is up to God.
met up with the track girls of batch 08 on monday.
really had a great time catching up with them.
tho i felt a lil left out when they were talking abt their uni life and all,
i was still excited just listening to them.
there's so much stuff going on in uni.
and i'm kinda glad i get to hear them talk abt it.
cuz then i'm prepared, i wont be that afraid of uni and all.
and then i decided that i REALLY wanna go uni.
if only, it's God's will...
i wanna go back to studying again.
and this time, i hope i wont be so foolish anymore.
i hope i'll really treasure every single opportunity and make the best out of my life,
just as God wants me to.
so well, we had astons!
and then ben and jerry heh.
and they gave me my really belated birthday present!
but i still appreciate and like it. :D
thanks so much girls!
i really treasure our friendship and hope we'll keep meeting up like that
and not lose contact with each other!
loves. (:
so anyway, i've been working.
at haagen dazs.
been trying to look for other jobs.
tried to sign up for relief teaching.
was approved by MOE.
but couldnt send in my applications to TNS and TK
cuz somehow the email bounced back.
wanted to go down on monday but the teachers ic weren't around. :/
but then now clar got another job for me.
admin and slack and kinda high paying.
but gahh! i dont know where the relief teaching thingy will get back to me.
and i dont wanna rot at home in the meantime. ):
pray that God will open doors for me!
ohh and i wanna give tuition too.
but cant find tutees!
but as i was thinking abt this,
i think God kinda spoke to my heart.
like if i'm really passionate abt teaching,
why dont offer my services to the free tuition in church.
altho i dont know if i'm capable or not,
i think i'll ask alvin or approach sister susan or teacher jo soon ba.
see if i can help in any way. (:
so anyway, we've been quarreling so much lately. ):
but i know deep down inside, i still want and treasure this relationship.
if it's God's will, i guess we'll pull through ba. (:
but i still hope things can go back to the way they used to be.
alright, that's abt it for my life so far.
will try and update regularly hahah.
meeting xuan and other taonanites next thur hopefully!
cant wait. :D
